Lyrics and translation siilawy - ذكرى

ذكرى

يا ذكرى

سبتيني في عز اوجاعي بس خليني احكي مره
اليوم انا لحالي وانتي هسا صرتي ذكرى
انا اللي شلتك من العمق وهسا حقي اذكرك
اليوم انا محلك
معقول خطرت فعقلك؟

كيف كلمة من حرفين قادره أنها تهد كيانك
كيف لسا واقف لما اعز اصحابك راح وخانك
كيف لما اسالك بتقلي انك مش لحالك
معقول الوجع خلاك صحبه مع خيالك
اسمو الوقوع في الحب مش الاستناد عليه
فالحق عليك لما فتحت حدودك
لما سمحت لشخص غريب بانو يمسك روحك
ما حيفيدك هسا نوحك لحتى تشفي جروحك

اصوات غريبه من جواتي عم بتنادي
ردة ايدي ونغزت قلبي صارت اشي اعتيادي
كنتي الأمل اللي عشانها الكل بعادي
جدا عادي اليوم انا مسمى هادي
اشي غريب انو يكون جوي كابي
ولما يصير انفصامي جزء من السعاده
أما التعاسه عادي فتعودت عليها
كيف لهسا روحي بين ايديها

حبك اكبر من اني احط جمبو كاس
مكان يثمني غير ضحكتك من الاساس
انتي كذبه وطيبتي هيه السدقتها
أما المحبه اليوم انا بايدي قد دفنتها
صعب احكي كرهتك وع بلوزتي لسا ريحتك
بايدك هدمتي بيتك بايدك هدمتي بيتك اهه

كنا ثلاث انا وياكي والقمر
مستغرب كيف ع فراقنا وافق القدر
انا الغريق في عينيك مع انها مش بحر
بس عادي هيك بدو القدر

حرب جواتي انتي كنتي سببها
عقلي بقول لقلبي الحق عليكو ليش تحبها
انزل دمعها أربك عقلها ولا ترأف بها
امسح فرحها من الوجود لحظت سكوت
هذا كان بس كلام سوادي
لا تبالي عقلي بس بدو ينساكي
وقلبي رافد جوا جسمي قاعد عم بتبعثر
والنار اللي جواتي شوي شوي عم تتحرر
سيناريو عم يتكرر اعضائي عم تضرر

Memory

O Memory

Leave me in my immense sorrow, but let me tell you one more thing
Today, I am alone, and you are just a memory now
I am the one who brought you out of the depths, and now it is my right to remember you
Today, I am in your place
Is it possible that you thought of me?

How can two-letter word be able to destroy your being?
How can you still be standing when your dearest friends have left and betrayed you?
How can you tell me that you are not alone when I ask you?
Is it possible that the pain has made you the companion of your imagination?
Falling in love is not about relying on it
The fault is yours when you opened your boundaries
When you allowed a stranger to touch your soul
Your weeping will not help you heal your wounds now

Strange voices are calling me from within
My hands tremble and stabbing my heart has become my habit
You were the hope for which I distanced myself from everyone
Today, it is very ordinary for me to be called calm
It is strange that my atmosphere is gloomy
And when my schizophrenia becomes part of happiness
As for unhappiness, it is normal, I am used to it
How can my soul still be in her hands?

My love for you is greater than I can hold in a glass
There is no place that values me other than your smile
You are a lie, and your kindness is the lie
As for love, today it is in my hands, buried
It is difficult for me to say I hate you, and your scent is still on my shirt
With your own hands, you destroyed your home, with your own hands, you destroyed your home, ah

We were three, me, you, and the moon
I wonder how destiny approved of our separation
I am the one who drowned in your eyes, although they are not a sea
But it is okay, this is what destiny wants

You were the reason for the war within me
My mind tells my heart, "It is your fault for loving her."
Let her tears fall and confuse her mind, and do not have mercy on her
Erase her joy from existence, a moment of silence
This was just the talk of my blackness
Do not care, my mind just wants to forget you
And my heart is a tributary inside my body, scattering
And the fire inside me is gradually being liberated
A scenario is being repeated, my organs are being damaged