Lyrics and translation Sou - Kokoronashi

Kokoronashi

ねぇ、もしも全て投げ捨てられたら
笑って生きることが楽になるの？
また胸が痛くなるから
もう何も言わないでよ

ねぇ、もしも全て忘れられたなら
泣かないで生きることも楽になるの？
でもそんな事出来ないから
もう何も見せないでよ

君にどれだけ近づいても
僕の心臓は一つだけ

酷いよ 酷いよ、もういっそ僕の体を
壊して 引き裂いて 好きなようにしてよ
叫んで 藻掻もがいて 瞼まぶたを腫らしても
まだ君は僕の事を抱きしめて離さない
もういいよ

ねぇ、もしも僕の願いが叶うなら
君と同じものが欲しいんだ
でも僕には存在しないから
じゃあせめて此処に来てよ
君にどれだけ愛されても
僕の心臓は一つだけ

やめてよ やめてよ、優しくしないでよ
どうしても僕には理解ができないよ
痛いよ 痛いよ、言葉で教えてよ
こんなの知らないよ 独りにしないで

酷いよ 酷いよ、もういっそ僕の体を
壊して 引き裂いて 好きなようにしてよ
叫んで 藻掻いて 瞼を腫らしても
まだ君は僕の事を抱きしめて離さない
もういいよ

ねぇ、もしも僕に心があるなら
どうやってそれを見つければいいの？
少し微笑んで君が言う
それはね、ここにあるよ

Kokoronashi

Say, if I cast aside everything,
Can I live with a smile?
My heart will only hurt again
So, please, don't say anything.

Say, if I forget everything,
Can I live without crying?
But that's impossible
So, please, don't show me anything.

No matter how close I get to you,
I only have one heart.

You're so cruel. You're so cruel. I may as well have you
Break me, tear me, and do with me what you will.
Even as I scream, struggle, and swell my eyelids,
You still won't let go.
That's enough.

Say, if my wish came true,
I want the same thing that you have.
But I don't have it
So, come to me.
No matter how much you love me,
I only have one heart.

Stop it. Stop it. Don't be so gentle.
I can't understand you at all.
It hurts. It hurts. Tell me with words.
I don't know this. Don't leave me alone.

You're so cruel. You're so cruel. I may as well have you
Break me, tear me, and do with me what you will.
Even as I scream, struggle, and swell my eyelids,
You still won't let go.
That's enough.

Say, if I have a heart,
How do I find it?
With a small smile, you say,
It's right here.