Lyrics and translation Standing Egg - If I Knew

If I Knew

추억 속을 헤매도 너를 찾지 못했어
물어보고 싶었어
나를 떠나야만 했던 이유

지우지 못하겠어
너를 어떻게 지우겠어 내가
사랑했었던 이유들 조차
아직까지 모르는데

나 사랑하나 원했어 너 하나만 원했어
그 이유로 내 가슴 모두 찢겨졌어

너를 사랑한 만큼 아파야만 한다는
사실을 먼저 알았다면 널 사랑했을까
내가 너를 미워하는 만큼
이 아픔에서 벗어난다는
사실을 먼저 알았다면 널 사랑했을까

추억 속을 헤매도 아직 찾지 못했어
물어보고 싶었어
나를 사랑하긴 했었는지

멈추지 못하겠어 no
어떻게 멈추겠어 내가
기다리는걸 사랑하는걸
너도 알 것만 같은데

날 사랑 한다던 그 말 영원하자던 그 말
내 귓가를 아직도 떠나가질 않아

너를 사랑한 만큼 아파야만 한다는
사실을 먼저 알았다면 널 사랑했을까
내가 너를 미워하는 만큼
이 아픔에서 벗어난다는
사실을 먼저 알았다면 널 사랑했을까

It's you, babe
How I love, love you
사랑해 너를 사랑해

너를 사랑한 만큼 아파야만 한다는
사실을 먼저 알았다면 널 사랑했을까
내가 너를 미워하는 만큼
이 아픔에서 벗어난다는
사실을 먼저 알았다면 널 사랑했을까

If I Knew

I couldn't find you in my memories
I wanted to ask
Why did you have to leave me?

I can't erase you
How can I erase you?
Even the reasons why I loved you,
I still don't know.

I wanted to love only you, but you left me
And my heart was broken.

I should hurt as much as I loved you.
If I knew that I would end up like this, would I have loved you?
As much as I hate you,
I will overcome this pain.
If I knew that I would end up like this, would I have loved you?

I couldn't find you in my memories
I wanted to ask
Did you ever love me?

I can't stop no
How can I stop
Waiting for you, and loving you?
You know this as well.

Your words that you loved me, your words that you would love me forever,
Still linger in my ears.

I should hurt as much as I loved you.
If I knew that I would end up like this, would I have loved you?
As much as I hate you,
I will overcome this pain.
If I knew that I would end up like this, would I have loved you?

It's you, babe
How I love, love you
I love you, I love you

I should hurt as much as I loved you.
If I knew that I would end up like this, would I have loved you?
As much as I hate you,
I will overcome this pain.
If I knew that I would end up like this, would I have loved you?