Lyrics and translation Sxph - Neon

Neon

Cari yang paling betul confirm mati
Pergi kau terhanyut imaginasi
Kau sayup datang minda malam bising
Air mata dan emosi mengiring

Nasib dan takdir nyawa dah terserah
Saat ku berdentum, jam ku bergetar
Bunga ku tak baja, harap kan mekar
Jalan bersimpang, tak luas tak besar

Kau dan aku banyak yang beza
Tapi nyata aku yang sangat leka
Aku insan manusia yang kau bina, reka
Mungkin kadang terlalu selesa

Banyak tuduhan dan bisikan
Banyak tanggapan tanpa risikan
Sering rasa aku takde pilihan
Hidup aku, kau punya impian

Sekarang kau dah pulang membisu
Hilang isu dulu yang keliru
Lebam lama takkan masih biru
Langkah tutur kau ku cuba tiru

Aku lemah, membatu terkaku
Air mata mencurah ke dalam lagu
Takde saat dan memori baru
Banyak lagi benda kau belum tahu

Takkan pernah aku terfikir
Macam mana la boleh tahu
Cuba tenang aku mula zikir
Dalam gelap sinar cahaya lampu

Aku silap
Sekelip mata dah hilang
Kasih kau tetap aku bilang
Sebab kau ku kenal tahu girang

Ke bumi kau dah semadi
Hari ku gelap dan hancur lah hati
Rasa kosong bila terbangun pagi
Mustahil nak jumpa atau nak cari

Dosa kau aku harap Tuhan ampun
Pahala kau harap pengubat racun
Watak tergugur, pentas berlakon
Jalan kau dah terang tak perlu pantun - yeah

Neon

Darling, who's the most likely to die?
You're lost in your imagination
Your distant voice haunts my mind at night
Your tears and emotions dance beside

Fate and destiny, our lives at stake
As my heart thumps, my soul trembles
My flower, unfertilized, hopes to bloom
The path diverges, neither wide nor vast

You and I, worlds apart
Yet I am the fool, so deeply lost
I am a human being, your creation, your design
Perhaps I grew too complacent

Whispers and accusations abound
Assumptions made without investigation
I often feel I have no choice
My life, your dream

Now you have gone silent
The misunderstandings of the past have faded
The bruises may heal, but they'll never fully disappear
I try to imitate your steps and words

I am weak, paralyzed with fear
Tears flow freely into my song
No new moments, no new memories
So much you still don't know

Never would I have imagined
How I would learn
I seek calm through prayer
In the darkness, a dim light shines

I was wrong
In a flash, you were gone
My love for you remains
For you, I knew joy and pain

You have found peace in the earth
My days are dark, my heart is shattered
I awake each morning to emptiness
Finding you again is impossible - yeah

I pray that God forgives your sins
I hope your virtues outweigh your vices
The curtain has fallen, the play is over
Your path is now clear, no riddles or rhymes - yeah