Lyrics and translation TK from 凛として時雨 - Memento

Memento

ビルの窓に反射している東京タワーに 少し何かが近づいたような気がして
誰かの悩みも聞けるからさ それっぽい答え方も出来るようになったんだ
捨て去ったもので記憶は溢れていて 小さくなった心を
これが大人なんだって 誤魔化すのも上手くなった
さよならの伝え方だけは僕の中を通り過ぎて
寂しそうな笑顔だけがなんか上手く消せないから
またどこかで会えたらいいね
誰もいないかくれんぼの様さ
会えもしないこの街の中で
探して 探して 探して
隠したのは僕だ
不安定な脳内で君に会わない様に
またどこかで またどこかで
倒れかかった僕が 依りかからない様に
壊したのは僕だ
曖昧な言葉で密室の中に逃げ道を創った
大切なものが見えていた君が僕には怖くて
I was the only one たった1人の
I was the only one 1人だった
I was the only one 忘れていいよ
すれ違う人混み 溢れかえるニュース 置き去りになって
窓に映る僕は1人 都会の渦の中で 僕は1人
僕は君の何を壊したんだろう 隠したんだ
無くなったものが片目に溢れて
手に入れたものが片目に溢れて
滲んでしまった 滲んでしまった
瞼を閉じて溢れた記憶が街のノイズに
飲み込まれて 何もかもが離れていくんだ 僕は1人
I was the only one たった1人の
I was the only one 1人にさえも
なれなかった ならなかった?
僕はただの1人になって 残された

Memento

I feel like something has approached the Tokyo Tower, reflected in the office window.
I can listen to anyone's worries, and I've become able to give them an appropriate response.
Memories are overflowing with the things I've discarded, and my heart has become smaller.
This is what it means to be an adult, and I've become good at deceiving myself.
Only the way of saying goodbye has passed me by.
Because I can't quite erase the lonely smile.
I hope we meet again someday.
It's like a game of hide-and-seek where no one is there.
In this city where we can't meet,
Searching, searching, searching.
I hid it.
In my unstable mind, so I wouldn't meet you.
Someday again, someday again.
So that I, who faltered and fell, wouldn't lean on you.
I broke it.
I created an escape route with ambiguous words in a closed room.
I was afraid of you, who could see the important things.
I was the only one, the only one.
I was the only one, the only one.
I was the only one, you can forget me.
Passing crowds, overflowing news, left behind.
I'm alone in the reflection, alone in the city's vortex.
What of yours did I break? I hid it.
The things I lost overflowed in one eye.
The things I gained overflowed in the other.
They've blurred, they've blurred.
I close my eyelids, and the overflowing memories are swallowed by the city's noise.
Everything is slipping away. I'm alone.
I was the only one, the only one.
I was the only one, not even to you.
I couldn't, couldn't I?
I became just one, left behind.