Lyrics and translation Taha Hussain - Still Alive

Still Alive

100 khayal dein zawal is dimagh ko
Jo ye sawal de bawaal adhi rat ko
Bujhau kese mn mashoori ki is pyaas ko
Ya chhor du jaltay taway pe ek yar ko
Ghalat fehmi maar degi is jahan ko
Bhagein mehnat se larkay jese sawab ho
Ya ksi apny ka dukhana dil halal ho
Ya ksi apny ko bachany mn dihaan do
Nazrein uthaun tou wo mere samny kaapti thi
Sipping henny, usko roku aur wo maanti nai
You are down maybe, you got the crown bby
Tu nai rebound bby, n im down on knees
On daily cycle prefer krun violence
Tu hai suicidal, na parhti tu h bible
Hun jo bhi likhta nahi mere ikhtiyar mn
Qalam ye be qabu kaghaz py mustaqbil chaap de

Broke myself but still alive
Life is getting satisfied
Tootay dil ki ho numaish
Leta karma azmaish

Baap ko bhi aye kese raatoun raatoun neend
Larka agaya hai nazarou mn meel o meel
Ab kesi eid aur kesi jeet
Ab na koi khwahish, aur na hi bachein fantasies
Ye rishty kese jab gham k pahar ho
Dunya dhagabaz, ek mera yar ho
Tab bhi khara hu mn tanha is morr pe
Sochty musafir saary iska bhi wohi haal ho
Chehrey pe wohi yaadein
Ankhon mn wohi mere raaz
Wohi adhi aur adhuri raatein
Qabar pe teri aa k
Hum tumhy roz wohi aap beeti
Rou rou k har baar sunaty
K jese tese kr k bhool jayein tumko
Tou tm batao kitna halka mera gham ho
Aur ek tooti khirki wala mera ghar ho
Jisko tootega kb khudi koi na khabar ho

Broke myself but still alive
Life is getting satisfied
Tootay dil ki ho numaish
Leta karma azmaish

Still Alive

A hundred thoughts make this brain decay
That ask crazy questions in the middle of the night
How do I quench this thirst for fame
Or should I leave a dear friend on a burning griddle
Misunderstandings will kill this world
Boys run from hard work as if it were a sin
Or it's halal to steal from a friend
Or to deceive someone to save yourself
When I looked up, she trembled before me
Sipping henny, I stop her, but she doesn't listen
You're down, maybe, but you got the crown, baby
You're not a rebound, baby, and I'm down on my knees
On a daily cycle, I prefer violence
You're suicidal, you don't read the Bible
Whatever I write is not in my control
May this uncontrollable pen imprint the future on paper

I broke myself, but I'm still alive
Life is getting satisfying
I'm broken-hearted
I'm testing karma

How can your father sleep at night
His son has become a target of ridicule
What's the point of Eid or victory now
Now, there are no desires, no fantasies left
What good are these relationships when they bring mountains of sorrow
The world is a traitor, I only have one friend
Still, I stand alone at this crossroads
All the travelers think the same
The same memories on his face
The same secrets in his eyes
The same incomplete nights
Coming to your grave
We will tell you the same old tale every day
Crying and crying, making you listen every time
Making you forget somehow
So, tell me, how light is my sorrow
And my house with a broken window
No one knows when it will break down itself

I broke myself, but I'm still alive
Life is getting satisfying
I'm broken-hearted
I'm testing karma