Lyrics and translation Toko Furuuchi - 誰より好きなのに

誰より好きなのに

「君には何でも話せるよ」
と笑う顔が寂しかったな
あの夜 重ねたくちびるさえ
忘れようとしてるみたい

もう一度出会った頃に戻れたなら
もっと上手に伝えられるのに
二人近くなりすぎて
心はいつも裏腹の言葉になってく

やさしくされると切なくなる
冷たくされると泣きたくなる
この心はざわめくばかりで
追いかけられると逃げたくなる
背を向けられると不安になる
誰より好きなのに

手帳にそっとはさんだ写真は
あなたばかり集めていた
友達に混じってはしゃぐ姿
私だけのものならいいのに

どうしてもあなたの声を聞きたくなると
受話器片手に理由考えて
途切れる会話の中で
この気持ちに気付いてよ

どうかお願い
伝えたいことはたったひとつ
ずっと想ってるあなただけを
いつも見てる いちばん近くで
やさしくされると切なくなる
冷たくされると泣きたくなる
誰より好きなのに

Who I Love More Than Anyone

“I can talk to you about anything,”
that's what you said, but your smile was sad.
That night, even the lips we pressed together,
you seem to be trying to forget.

If only we could go back to when we first met,
I could tell you everything so much better.
We've become too close,
and now my heart always says the opposite of what I mean.

Your kindness makes me so sad,
your coldness makes me want to cry.
My heart is in turmoil,
you chase me and I want to run away,
you turn your back and I'm filled with anxiety.
I love you more than anyone.

The photos I've secretly stashed in my notebook,
there's only you in every single one.
You laughing with our friends,
I wish you were mine alone.

When I can't stand it anymore and I have to hear your voice,
I pick up the phone and make up an excuse.
In our disjointed conversations,
I hope you realize how I feel.

Please,
there's just one thing I want to say,
I've always loved you,
I've always watched you, right here beside you.
Your kindness makes me so sad,
your coldness makes me want to cry.
I love you more than anyone.