Lyrics and translation Xhronos - El Hombre Del Ayer

El Hombre Del Ayer

Yo siempre he sido un hombre que se encierra en si mismo
Hay veces que los remordimientos no te dejan vivir
Yo soy una de esas personas
Me encierro en una nube
Y hasta que no explote
No puedo ver la claridad de las cosas
Element Studios
Jahdyelo

Perdon fui un fracaso lo tengo que admitir
Las 4 letras del amor no las supe definir
Hice que fueran dificil de tragar y de digerir
Las compre con mi sonrisa y las vendi con su sufrir
Me canse de mentir hablare claro y sin rodeos
Nunca le vi el valor a los anillos de sus deos
Quisieron registrarme como orden de cateo
Me unieron a una sangre a la cual yo no bombeo
Le hubiera dicho un simple no y no me tendria q divorciar
A ninguna le fui fiel y con otras fui a parar
Me enredaron sus palabras no las pude despreciar
Ahora entiendo porque es que lo llaman la red social
Se enteraron me empujaron y el odio empezo a correr
Las tire contra el sofa para la tabla no perder
Me levante pensando en barras con mucho que componer
Pero llegaron del cuartel no procedieron de un papel... ugh

Perdon por ser tan cruel
Aun tengo sus dolores en mi piel
Ya no soy el hombre del ayer
Hoy lo considero muerto
Construi un anaquel
En donde no hay recuerdos que poner
Ese era el hombre del ayer
El que considero muerto

Ahora fue que entendi que en ese tiempo era un patan
Ninguna menciona mi nombre ni siquiera mi refran
Fui aquel que se sentaba en el sofa el holgazan
Incapaz de llevar a la casa una libra de pan
Como un grillete sin tener el brazalete vivia
Nuestros mundos eran un caos creamos una Dystopia
Ustedes trabajaban y por mi se desvivian
Mientras yo estaba en casa observando pornografia
No conecte con ninguna nunca arregle la averia
Tenia el cupido con la peor punteria
Mi mascara teatral no reia ni entristecia
Seguia en el mismo acto y el drama no concluia
Jamas les di ese perdon que se merecian
Pague por mis pecados con todas sus regalias
El dolor no me nacio miemtras la ropa recojia
Nacio por no ver a mis hijos dia tras dia... ugh

Perdon por ser tan cruel
Aun tengo sus dolores en mi piel
Ya no soy el hombre del ayer
Hoy lo considero muerto
Construi un anaquel
En donde no hay recuerdos que poner
Ese era el hombre del ayer
El que considero muerto

Hoy puedo entender
Que hay heridas que no sanan con tan solo tejer
Ya puedo llorar
Por mas duro el corazon siempre podra cambiar

Perdon por ser tan cruel
Aun tengo sus dolores en mi piel
Ya no soy el hombre del ayer
Hoy lo considero muerto
Construi un anaquel
En donde no hay recuerdos que poner
Ese era el hombre del ayer
El que considero muerto

Y esa es mi mejor manera de expresarme
Con lapiz y con papel
Ya que de frente las palabras no me salen
Ahora las plasmo en la musica y pueden entender todo lo que les quise decir en aquel Momento
Xhronos
El Punchline Assassin

The Man of Yesterday

I've always been a man who keeps to himself.
There are times when regrets don't let you live.
I am one of those people.
I lock myself in a cloud,
and until it explodes,
I can't see things clearly.
Element Studios
Jahdyelo

Forgive me, I was a failure, I have to admit it.
The four letters of love, I couldn't define them.
I made them hard to swallow and digest.
I bought them with my smile and sold them with your suffering.
I got tired of lying, I'll speak clearly and directly.
I never saw the value in the rings on your fingers.
They wanted to search me like a search warrant.
They tied me to blood that I don't pump.
I should have just said no and you wouldn't have had to divorce me.
I was never faithful to any of you, and I went to others.
I was entangled by your words, I couldn't despise them.
Now I understand why they call it social media.
They entered, they pushed me, and the hate began to run.
I threw them against the couch so as not to lose the game.
I got up thinking about bars with a lot to compose.
But they came from the barracks, they didn't come from a piece of paper... ugh.

I'm sorry for being so cruel.
I still have your pain on my skin.
I'm not the man I used to be.
Today I consider him dead.
I built a shelf
where there are no memories to put.
That was the man of yesterday,
the one I consider dead.

Now I understand that back then I was a jerk.
None of you mention my name, not even my refrain.
I was the one who sat on the couch, the lazy one,
incapable of bringing home a loaf of bread.
Like a shackle without the bracelet, I lived.
Our worlds were chaos, we created a dystopia.
You all worked and went out of your way for me,
while I was at home watching pornography.
I didn't connect with any of you, I never fixed the damage.
I had Cupid with the worst aim.
My theatrical mask didn't laugh or cry.
It continued in the same act and the drama didn't end.
I never gave you the forgiveness you deserved.
I pay for my sins with all your royalties.
The pain wasn't born in me while I picked up my clothes.
It was born from not seeing my children day after day... ugh.

Forgive me for being so cruel.
I still have your pain on my skin.
I'm not the man I used to be.
Today I consider him dead.
I built a shelf
where there are no memories to put.
That was the man of yesterday,
the one I consider dead.

Today I understand
that there are wounds that don't heal just by knitting.
Now I can cry.
However hard the heart, it can always change.

I'm sorry for being so cruel.
I still have your pain on my skin.
I'm not the man I used to be.
Today I consider him dead.
I built a shelf
where there are no memories to put.
That was the man of yesterday,
the one I consider dead.

And that's the best way I can express myself,
with pen and paper,
since the words don't come out of my mouth.
Now I capture them in music and you can understand everything I wanted to tell you at that moment.
Xhronos
The Punchline Assassin