Lyrics and translation YOH KAMIYAMA - Aoitoge

Aoitoge

Kinou soko no honya de
Kun ga suki datta ano hon o
Yome mo shinai noni kattan da
Itai yo naa, baka mitai da naa
Yasashi sa de me ga kurande
Hontou no koto ga ienakunatte
Kizukeba sonnani kurushiku mo nakunatte
Netsu ga dete omoidashita
Warui koto wa zenbu reizouko no naka e
Kocchi e kite warau no sa
Heya no akari mo kesanaide
Sofa no ue de ochiru yume no naka
Konna kudaranai kurashi o yurusenai no
Watashi ga furukunatte, kemuri ni natte, kie majiwatteiru
Konna kudaranai kurashi o aisenaino
Watashi ga nibuku natte, itsuka o matte, mata kasanatte
Nagai eiga no ato wasureta
Toru taranai chiisana mikaeri wa
Dekiru kotonara zutto kono mama de
Nante tebanasenai mama
Tada no ichi do mo sunao ni narezu ni
Aisareta tte dou naruno ？
Nante ieyashinaishi, iya ni mienaishi naa
Netsu ga dete omoidashita
Warui koto wa zenbu reizouko no naka e
Kocchi e kite warau no sa
Itami o kowagaru koto mo nai
Saa me o tojite kiru aoi toge
Konna kudaranai kurashi o yurusenai no
Watashi ga furukunatte, kemuri ni natte, kie majiwatteiru
Konna kudaranai kurashi o aisenai no
Watashi ga nibuku natte, itsuka o matte, mata kasanatte
Konna kudaranai kurashi o yurusenai no
Watashi ga furuku natte, kemuri ni natte, kie majiwatteiru
Konna kudaranai watashi o mitsukenaide
Katachi ga ibitsu ni natte, wadachi ni sotte, mata ikitsuite

Blue Thorn

Yesterday, at the bookstore down the street,
I bought that book you used to love,
Even though I won't even read it.
It hurts, it's stupid, isn't it?
My vision blurred with your kindness,
I couldn't say what I truly felt.
Before I knew it, the pain wasn't so bad anymore,
And the fever brought back memories.
All the bad things, I put them in the refrigerator,
Come here and laugh with me.
Don't turn off the lights in the room,
In the dream falling on the sofa,
I can't forgive this meaningless life.
I'm getting old, turning into smoke, disappearing and blending in.
I can't love this meaningless life.
I'm becoming ugly, waiting for someday, piling up again.
After the long movie, I forgot
The small change I couldn't take back.
If possible, I want to stay like this forever,
But I can't say that.
Not even once, I couldn't be honest,
What would happen if I was loved?
I couldn't say it, it looked disgusting.
The fever brought back memories,
All the bad things, I put them in the refrigerator,
Come here and laugh with me.
Not even afraid of pain,
Come on, close your eyes, it's a blue thorn that cuts.
I can't forgive this meaningless life.
I'm getting old, turning into smoke, disappearing and blending in.
I can't love this meaningless life.
I'm becoming ugly, waiting for someday, piling up again.
I can't forgive this meaningless life.
I'm getting old, turning into smoke, disappearing and blending in.
Don't find this meaningless me,
The shape is distorted, clinging to the discord, coming back to life again.