Lyrics and translation YU-A - そばにいて、すぐ消えて。

そばにいて、すぐ消えて。

本当嫌になる 何なの私 一体何がしたいの?
意味不明ね どうかしてるわ 最近ずっと同じ喧嘩ね
笑顔で「帰るね。」なんて どうして平気なの? 明日も逢えるのに何故か
もう二度と貴方に逢えなくなっちゃう気がするの ah, I'm crying

お願いそばにいて、今すぐ消えて
わからない 自分でもどうしたいのか
お願い抱きしめて、近寄らないで
こんな私でも愛して
離れた途端に怖くなって 焦って電話手にとりごめんね

本当嫌になる 何なの私 一体何をしてるの?
自業自得ね どうかしてたわ 最近ずっと素直になれない
喧嘩も他人事みたい なんで何も言わないの? 私だけバカみたいじゃない
もう孤独で呼吸が出来なくなっちゃう気がするの ah I'm crying

愛してると言って、今更言わないで
わからない どっちも本当の気持ちよ
心の奥まで見て、見透かさないで
こんな私でも愛して
離れた途端に怖くなって 焦って電話手に取りごめんね
春には手を繋いで 夏には夢語って
同じ道を歩いてきたじゃない
不安になった秋も 支えあった冬も
全部笑顔だった なのに私が変わったの?

「お願いそばにいて、今すぐ消えて
わからない 自分でもどうしたいのか
お願い抱きしめて、近寄らないで
こんな私でも愛して

ただ好きなだけなの
本当にそれだけなの
気持ちをセーブ出来なくて
結局何も言えなくて
ただ好きなだけなの
本当にそれだけなの
ジレンマが私壊してく

Stay Now, Then Vanish Right Now

It really irks me. What's wrong with me? What exactly do I want?
It makes no sense. Something's wrong with me. We've been having the same fight lately.
I say "I'm going home" with a smile, so how come I'm okay with it? Tomorrow, I can see you again, but still,
I have this feeling that I'll never see you again. Ah, I'm crying

Please stay by my side, and then quickly disappear.
I don't know. I don't know what I want.
Please hold me close, and stay away from me.
Love me, even if I'm like this.
As soon as we're apart, I feel scared, so I quickly pick up the phone and say sorry.

It really irks me. What's wrong with me? What am I doing?
I brought this on myself. Something's been wrong with me. I haven't been able to be honest with you lately,
The fights feel like they're happening to someone else. Why don't you say anything? It's like I'm the only fool here,
I feel like my loneliness is suffocating me. Ah, I'm crying

You say you love me, but don't say it now.
I don't know. Both your feelings feel real.
Look into the depths of my heart, but don't see through me.
Love me, even if I'm like this.
As soon as we're apart, I feel scared, so I quickly pick up the phone and say sorry.
In the spring, we held hands. In the summer, we talked about our dreams.
We walked the same path together, didn't we?
Even in the autumn when I felt anxious, we supported each other through the winter.
We were always smiling, so why have I changed?

Please stay by my side, and then quickly disappear.
I don't know. I don't know what I want.
Please hold me close, and stay away from me.
Love me, even if I'm like this.

I just love you,
That's really all.
I can't hold my feelings back,
So I end up not saying anything.
I just love you,
That's really all.
This dilemma is destroying me.