Lyrics and translation Yeis Sensura - Ayrı Gayrı

Ayrı Gayrı

Gitmen ayrı dert, kalman ayrı
Burada kalamam artık ben usandım
Gitmen ayrı dert, kalman ayrı
Bu kadar olmaz sen ve ben ayrı gayrı
Gitmen ayrı dert, kalman ayrı
Burada kalamam artık ben usandım
Gitmen ayrı dert, kalman ayrı
Bu kadar olmaz sen ve ben ayrı gayrı
İkimiz de her şeyden vazgeçtik
Sade sen ve ben varız hayatta
Sen gökyüzünün mavisine hayrandın
Ben, senin gözünün kahvesine
Öylesine gidip geldik günlerce okullara
Aylarca belki yıllarca
Seni her gün evine bıraktım
Ama hiçbir zaman yaklaşamadım kapına kadar
Bir sokak önceden dönüp gittim arkama
Annem babam görür dedin
Görsün dedim
Bakkal Osman babamın arkadaşı dedin
Sanki ayıp bir şey gibi gören olursa dedin
Komşular duyarsa ulan duysun dedim
Gitmen ayrı dert, kalman ayrı
Burada kalamam artık ben usandım
Gitmen ayrı dert, kalman ayrı
Bu kadar olmaz sen ve ben ayrı gayrı
Gitmen ayrı dert, kalman ayrı
Burada kalamam artık ben usandım
Gitmen ayrı dert, kalman ayrı
Bu kadar olmaz sen ve ben ayrı gayrı
Nasıl olduğumu bir gün bile sormadın
Bundan mutluluk hiçbir zaman olmadı
Burada şimdi bütün siyah ve tonları
Sevdiğin güneş burada bir gün doğmadı
Sana sarınca derdin gene mi içtin
İçme derdin çünkü hep işin gücün piçlik
Özür dilerim ama gene çok içtim ve
Cesaret bulup evinin önünden geçtim
Annen baban duymadı beni
O hep korktuğun komşular da duymadı beni
Bak bakkal Osman'dan kaçtım her zamanki gibi
İşin en kötü yanı beni sen bile görmedin
Gitmen ayrı dert, kalman ayrı
Burada kalamam artık ben usandım
Gitmen ayrı dert, kalman ayrı
Bu kadar olmaz sen ve ben ayrı gayrı
Gitmen ayrı dert, kalman ayrı
Burada kalamam artık ben usandım
Gitmen ayrı dert, kalman ayrı
Bu kadar olmaz sen ve ben ayrı gayrı

Separate and Apart

Your leaving is a separate pain, your staying is a separate pain
I cannot stay here anymore, I'm tired of it
Your leaving is a separate pain, your staying is a separate pain
This cannot be, you and I are separate and apart
Your leaving is a separate pain, your staying is a separate pain
I cannot stay here anymore, I'm tired of it
Your leaving is a separate pain, your staying is a separate pain
This cannot be, you and I are separate and apart
We both gave up everything
Only you and I exist in life
You admired the blue of the sky
I, the brown of your eyes
We went back and forth to school for days
For months, perhaps years
I dropped you off at your house every day
But I never went to your door
I turned around a street before and went back
You said my mother and father would see
Let them see, I said
You said grocer Osman is my father's friend
As if it was a shameful thing if someone saw
Let the neighbors hear, I said
Your leaving is a separate pain, your staying is a separate pain
I cannot stay here anymore, I'm tired of it
Your leaving is a separate pain, your staying is a separate pain
This cannot be, you and I are separate and apart
Your leaving is a separate pain, your staying is a separate pain
I cannot stay here anymore, I'm tired of it
Your leaving is a separate pain, your staying is a separate pain
This cannot be, you and I are separate and apart
You didn't ask how I was even for a day
There was never any happiness from this
Now there's only black and its shades here
The sun you loved never rose here
When I hugged you, you said, "Have you been drinking again?"
You would say, "Don't drink because all you ever do is mischief"
I apologize, but I drank again a lot and
I gathered my courage and passed by the front of your house
Your mother and father didn't hear me
Those neighbors you were always afraid of didn't hear me either
Look, I ran away from grocer Osman as usual
The worst part is even you didn't see me
Your leaving is a separate pain, your staying is a separate pain
I cannot stay here anymore, I'm tired of it
Your leaving is a separate pain, your staying is a separate pain
This cannot be, you and I are separate and apart
Your leaving is a separate pain, your staying is a separate pain
I cannot stay here anymore, I'm tired of it
Your leaving is a separate pain, your staying is a separate pain
This cannot be, you and I are separate and apart