Lyrics i dont love me - blackbear

Dream another nightmare
I'm in love with all these ghosts
Stumble up a flight of stairs
Wake up all alone
Mixin' up my words now
Don't leave me high and dry
'Cause I'm mixin' up prescriptions
I don't wanna lose my life

I'm afraid that misery might take me backwards
I'm afraid my misery might bring you down

It's 'cause I don't love me anymore
I kill myself every day a little more
And I need you now like I needed you then
I don't love me, so I can't love you in the end
I don't love you anymore
I lose myself every day a little more
And I don't need you now like I needed you then
I don't love me, so I can't love you in the end

I wish that I was someone else
Different face and different home
'Cause I'm cleanin' out my closet
Afraid of what I'll find alone
Now I'm tryin' to remember
What it felt like to hold you
You said, "Why you let yourself down?"
"Why do these demons control you?"

I'm afraid that misery might take me backwards
I'm afraid my misery might bring you down

It's 'cause I don't love me anymore
I kill myself every day a little more
And I need you now like I needed you then
I don't love me, so I can't love you in the end
I don't love you anymore
I lose myself every day a little more
And I don't need you now like I needed you then
I don't love me, so I can't love you in the end

In the end
In the end

I don't really love you
I can't even hug you
I don't love me
I can't love you