Lyrics Clouded - brakence

I don't know me outside this head
You reminded me of what I thought free meant
And so we made a friendship out of finding out who we are
And i've stopped trying since you told me i'm only what i want
That ain't me
So could you call me over without the bitter
Hesitation to place your money where your mouth is
All my thoughts are clouded but i can still
Say i'm bout it soon as my head gon cave in
And if i had the chance to remake
All my decisions well i wouldn't take it
Cos you got me fucked up but if i
Don't use this as agency i'll never change
Breath easy
But sincerely it's my fault
Been chasing the answer to what it is we want
And i ain't found out yet
But i'll wait for the right time
Gotta few bad voices i might lie
So just tell me if you've had enough
I don't want you stressed out
So i pray to god the best of me is showing when I'm with you
Gotta a ways to go my eyes are open is that an issue
And i'm prone to show a lack of potent
It's like fuck my indecision I need to restore my focus
Cos I've been wasted on myself i'll just let you know
Ain't past mistakes that i made, i don't let it go
I can't forget anything need you to hold me over once again
I take you everywhere with me
Waiting for a day to arrive
Cos i can think i'm on fire
Every time you burn out my eyes
So call me over without the bitter
Hesitation to place your money where your mouth is
All my thoughts are clouded but i can still
Say i'm bout it soon as my head gon cave in
And if i had the chance to remake
All my decisions well i wouldn't take it
Cos you got me fucked up but if i
Don't use this as agency i'll never change