Lyrics and translation majiko - 一応私も泣いた

一応私も泣いた

小さく打った舌打ち
大の大人になってもガキくせぇ
叩かれないとわかんないの？
Yes, mommy
Yes, daddy

こんがらがってるコードで
愛を求め歌っても嘘くせぇ
なんでそんな目で見てくんの？
You're a murderer
You're a murderer

大きすぎる夢を願えたら
言いたいこともちゃんと言えたなら
他人の不幸も悲しめたのなら
こんなにダサい生き方なんかしなかった

さよならだけが人生なんて
わかんない わかんない わかんないよ
涙が出れば切ないなんて
わかんない わかんない わかんない
一応私も泣いた
何も悲しくなかった
なんとなく、泣いただけ

毎日本当つまんない
不安くださるニュースはエンタメ
自分のことだけ考えたい
そうでしょう
どうでしょう

あんまり言いたくないけど
なんで生きてるのって言われてます
私がわたしに言われてます
I'm good
I'm fine

美味しくない物も食べなくちゃ
笑えない事も笑わなきゃ
他人の幸せも喜べなくちゃ
それを皆は人間だって言うのか

ごめんね、そんなふうに思えない
わかんない わかんない わかんないよ
生きてるだけで幸せなんて
つまんない つまんない つまんない
一応私も泣いた
別に難しくなかった
簡単に、泣いただけ

こうやってさ そうやってさ
ときどき本気で消えたくなんだよ
本当に辛い時ほどさ
涙はちっとも出てきはしなかった

どんな言葉が欲しかったのか
もう、わかんない わかんない わかんない

さよならだけが人生なんて
わかんない わかんない わかんないよ
どんな言葉が言えたのかって
わかんない わかんない わかんない
一応私も泣いた
何も 何も分からなくなった
甲斐性なく、無性に、泣いただけ

I Also Cried Anyway

A small click of the tongue
You've grown up, but you're still childish
Do you not get it unless you're hit?
Yes, mommy
Yes, daddy

With tangled chords
Singing songs of love sounds fake
Why do you look at me like that?
You're a murderer
You're a murderer

If I could dream bigger dreams
If I could say what I wanted to say
If I could grieve for the misfortunes of others
I wouldn't have such an uncool way of living

You're saying that all of life is goodbye
I don't get it, I don't get it, I don't get it
If you cry, it means you're sad
I don't get it, I don't get it, I don't get it
I also cried anyway
Nothing was sad
I just cried, somehow, for no reason

Every day is incredibly boring
News of anxiety and distress is entertainment
I just want to think about myself
What should I do?
What do you think?

I don't really want to say it
But people ask me why I'm alive
I ask myself this
I'm good
I'm fine

I have to eat things that don't taste good
I have to laugh at things I don't find funny
I have to rejoice in other people's happiness
Do they call that being human?

I'm sorry, my dear, I can't think that way
I don't get it, I don't get it, I don't get it
Just being alive and happy
It's boring, it's boring, it's boring
I also cried anyway
It wasn't hard at all
I just cried, very easily

Like this, my dear, like this
Sometimes I really want to disappear
When things are really tough
Tears never came

What kind of words did you want to hear?
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know

You're saying that all of life is goodbye
I don't get it, I don't get it, I don't get it
What kind of words could I have said?
I don't get it, I don't get it, I don't get it
I also cried anyway
Nothing, I don't understand anything anymore
I cried like a worthless person, for no reason at all