Lyrics and translation siilawy - اسف

اسف

انا اسف لو اذيتك اسف لو قسيت
اسف لو بيوم عن همك ما حكيت
عن همك ما حكيت

انت مني كلي
انت سندي كلي
وانت ظلي وانت بلدي
وانت ي بليلي الابدي كنت ابوي وامي
بليلي الابدي كنت ابوي وامي

انا اسف لو اذيتك
اسف لو قسيت
اسف لو بيوم عن همك ما حكيت
عن همك ما حكيت

شب صغير عنده ثنين اخوان جبال
وابوه ضل معاه لما الكل راح وخان
ما ضلش حد عندهم لا عم ولا حتى خال
ربينا صغار كبار وعشنا ايام كثير ثقال ابوي

كان شايلنا ومحتجناش بيوم غريب
كنا احنا على البر بس ابوي كان غريق
كان قوي وعمري ما شفت زيه مثيل
لو كنت ايام زمان كان بنولك يابا تماثيل

اسف كنت صغير وما قدرت اشوف حنيتك
اسف وقت الجد ما قدرت اكون حميتك
وبعز البرد كان نفسي اكون جكيتك
وعد رح اكون بعد اليوم عمدان بيتك

عارفك قوي يابا اوعك تخلي ابنك هون
الكون اسود ومجبور اعيش مع هذا اللون

يلعن سواد الي خلاني بيوم الومك
وغبش كلشي حولي وما شفت التعب ععيونك

خايف يابا تروح وما عد اتحمل غيابك
خايف بهذا اليوم ادمن ع ريحة ثيابك
وليوم حطرق بابك وطالب منك سماحك
اسف كنت صغير وما فهمت شو الي جرالك

انا اسف لو اذيتك
اسف لو قسيت
اسف لو بيوم عن همك ما حكيت
عن همك ما حكيت

انت مني كلي انت سندي
وانت ظلي وانت بلدي
انت يلي بليلي ال ابدي
كنت ابوي وامي
بليلي الأبدي كنت ابوي وامي

انا اسف لو اذيتك
اسف لو قسيت
اسف لو بيوم عن همك ما حكيت
عن همك ما حكيت
اسف يابا

Sorry

My darling, I'm truly sorry, if I've ever wronged you, if I’ve ever been harsh,
I'm sorry if I've ever kept my worries to myself,
if I've ever not shared my pain,

you are my everything,
you are my support,
my shadow, my homeland,
my eternal love, you've been both my father and my mother,
my eternal love, you've been both my father and my mother,

My darling, I'm truly sorry, if I've ever wronged you, if I’ve ever been harsh,
I'm sorry if I've ever kept my worries to myself,
if I've ever not shared my pain,
if I've ever not shared my pain,

A young boy with two brothers like mountains,
His father stayed with him when everyone else left and betrayed him,
No one was left, not an uncle or even a cousin,
We grew up together, young and old, we lived through many difficult days, my darling,

You carried us and supported us all, we never needed anyone else,
We were safe on land, but you were drowning, my love,
You were strong, I’ve never seen anyone like you,
If I lived in ancient times, I would have built you a statue, my beloved,

My darling, I was young and I didn’t see your love,
I'm sorry for not being there for you, my love, when you needed me,
In the bitter cold, I wish I could’ve been a blanket for you,
I promise that I will be the pillar of our home from now on,

Darling, I know you’re strong, don’t leave me here alone,
The world is dark, and I’m forced to live with this pain,

Cursed be those who made me blame you,
They created a fog around me, and I didn’t see the pain in your eyes,

Darling, I'm scared you will leave and I won't be able to bear your absence,
I fear that one day I will become addicted to the smell of your clothes,
One day, I will knock on your door and ask for your forgiveness,
I'm sorry, my darling, I was young and I didn’t understand what you were going through,

My darling, I'm truly sorry, if I've ever wronged you, if I’ve ever been harsh,
I'm sorry if I've ever kept my worries to myself,
if I've ever not shared my pain,
if I've ever not shared my pain,

You are my everything, you are my support,
my shadow, my homeland,
my eternal love,
you've been both my father and my mother,
my eternal love, you've been both my father and my mother,

My darling, I'm truly sorry, if I've ever wronged you, if I’ve ever been harsh,
I'm sorry if I've ever kept my worries to myself,
if I've ever not shared my pain,
if I've ever not shared my pain,
I'm sorry, my darling,