Lyrics and translation たかやん - 生理痛と憂鬱にボコされる

生理痛と憂鬱にボコされる

ただでさえ 死にたい意思を乗り超えて
笑いたいだけなのにね
ウザい しんどい 降りかかる
まあ、慣れやしないな
音楽と赤い液 流れてる
心 腹 ズキズキ痛む
不平等だしもういいよ 辛いよ 吐きそう

叫びを教えて 無理だけはしないで！
貴方は綺麗なままさ
泣き顔さえも美しいのさ
痛みにも耐えて 愛想振り撒いて
息をするだけで素晴らしいよ

「あいつは仲良くなれない」
「今は一人にさせて、お願い」
昨日の自分とはもう別世界
イライラと不安で寝付けない
別に笑えなくて良い 抱えなくて良い
溜め込んで傷つけなくて良い
弱く気持ちを出せない性格も
個性で素敵 だから焦らないで

ただでさえ 死にたい意思を乗り超えて
笑いたいだけなのにね
ウザい しんどい 降りかかる
まあ、慣れやしないな
音楽と赤い液 流れてる
心 腹 ズキズキ痛む
不平等だしもういいよ 辛いよ 吐きそう

叫びを教えて 無理だけはしないで！
貴方は綺麗なままさ
泣き顔さえも美しいのさ
痛みにも耐えて 愛想振り撒いて
息をするだけで素晴らしいよ

Menstrual pain and depression are kicking my butt

Even though I want to live
I just want to laugh
Annoying, painful, life is tough
I can't get used to it
Music and red blood flow
My heart and stomach ache
It's unfair, I'm tired of it, I'm in pain, I want to throw up

Teach me to cry, but don't overdo it!
You are still beautiful
Even your crying face is beautiful
Bearing the pain, smiling
Just breathing is wonderful

They say, "I can't get close to her"
They say, "Please leave me alone for now"
Yesterday I was in a different world
Irritability and anxiety keep me awake
It's okay not to smile, it's okay not to pretend
It's okay not to bottle it up and get hurt
Your weak, unspoken nature
It's your individuality, so don't worry

Even though I want to live
I just want to laugh
Annoying, painful, life is tough
I can't get used to it
Music and red blood flow
My heart and stomach ache
It's unfair, I'm tired of it, I'm in pain, I want to throw up

Teach me to cry, but don't overdo it!
You are still beautiful
Even your crying face is beautiful
Bearing the pain, smiling
Just breathing is wonderful