Lyrics Sure its some edgy cliché overly poetic bullshit but its still true - ṣoftheart

I don′t wanna be in Boston
I don't wanna be near Boston no more
Wanna pack it all up and
Find a place that I can really feel at home
Used to be so trustin′
Now I'm all just cynical and cold
I remember when we lost him
But I barely remember Boston no more

I remember when we lost him
But I barely remember Boston no more
Lately, I feel so forgotten
This office chair slowly starts to rot into the floor
Used to show myself often
Say I wouldn't be sad when they go
I don′t wanna keep bluffing, no
I don′t wanna be alone anymore
I don't wanna die alone

Ayy, ayy, I woke up so angry today
Walking ′round mad as a bitch for no reason
And I swear I can't keep in place
Thought it′d go away with the season
But it's not, it seems that it′s so easy
I remember '15 I was so beaming
I remember '16 I was so greedy
Now I see ghosts swimming, go through these streets

I don′t got the option
I don′t got the option to go
I don't wanna be bustin′
But sometimes you gotta put your foot down on the floor
If you ever wonderin'
If I ever get exhausted, I don′t
And when I'm done back
I′ll be scratching on my coffin for more

I don't wanna be in Boston
I don't wanna be near Boston no more
Wanna pack it all up and
Find a place that I can really feel at home
Used to be so trustin′
But now I′m all just cynical and cold
I remember when we lost him
I barely remember Boston no more

How could I be lost in your arms?
I'll be right here, holding tight
How could I really know who you are?
I swear, I change my whole perspective every other night
Sometimes life just doesn′t give you the second to think twice
Sometimes you have to just roll the dice

I remember when we lost him
But I barely remember Boston no more
Lately, I feel so forgotten
This office chair slowly starts to rot into the floor
Used to show myself often
Say I wouldn't be sad when they go
I don′t wanna keep bluffing, no
I don't wanna be alone anymore
I don′t wanna die alone