Lyrics and translation しゅーず - 思うだけ

思うだけ

仕舞い込もう一切の感情を笑顔の奥に
好まない演技もあなたが熟すなら

昔から合わせることだけは得意なの
知っているでしょう
今も気付いている筈
しらばっくれんなよ
お願い

生涯 泣いて泣いていても
どうか繋いで繋いでいてよ
埋まらないのは絡めた指に光る誓いの所為
だから抱いて抱いていてよ
ずっと塞いで塞いでいてよ
何時の日か同じ朝を迎えたい

思うだけ 言わないわ絶対
そりゃあ言えないでしょう
想像出来るもの
どんな表情をして笑うのか

ふたりの出会いの中で正解と言えば？
そんなものは初めから無かったと言う
意地の悪そうなその目が好き

どんなに賞賛されようと
どんなに肯定されようと
あなたが居なきゃあ何も無いのと同じ
空っぽの胸をねえ抱いて抱いていてよ
優しく包んで包んでいてよ
他には何も求めないから

突然泣きたくなっても
もう耐えらんないと思っても
終われないのは涙を拭い去る光る指の所為
だから同罪 同罪でしょう
ふたり大罪 大罪でしょう
このまま同じ朝を...
思うだけ

Only Just Thinking

I'll bury all my feelings deep down inside my smile
I'll even put on an act, if that's what makes you feel complete

I've always been good at conforming
You should know that
Surely you've noticed it by now
Don't pretend you haven't
Please

Even if I spend my whole life crying
Please, keep holding me, don't let me go
The reason I'm never complete is the vow that glitters on our intertwined fingers
That's why you should keep holding me, keep embracing me
Seal me away, shut me out forever
Maybe someday we'll wake up together, under the same sky

I only think it, I'll never say it out loud
Of course I can't say it
I can imagine it so vividly
The look on your face when you finally smile

In the grand scheme of our love, if I were to ask for anything, what would it be?
The truth is, there never was a right answer
I love the way your eyes seem to taunt me

No matter how much praise I receive
No matter how much validation I get
If you're not here, it's all meaningless
So, embrace my empty heart, hold me close
Wrap me up in your warmth
I don't ask for anything more

Even when I feel like breaking down
Even when I feel like I can't take it anymore
The reason I can't end it is because of the glimmering finger that wipes away my tears
That's why we're both guilty
We're both sinners
Let's keep waking up together, under the same sky
Only just thinking