あんずの花 - すりぃ translation in English

あんずの花

枯れない花の褪せない愛を
胸に閉じ込めたくて触れる
悲しみの雨悪いのは誰
綴る想い、あんずの花へ

愛する感情が わからないんだね
悴む肌は温もり求めて 赤くなる
寂しい感情が わからないんだね
ぶつけた肌は優しさ求めて 青くなる
「好きだけれど仕方ないよ」
その言葉の裏にあるもの
あなたの為あたし傷ついて
汚れるのが怖いのよ

枯れない花の褪せない愛を
胸に閉じ込めたくて触れる
悲しみの雨悪いのは誰
綴る想い、あんずの花へ

あなたも本当は 臆病なんだね
飲み込む言葉伝える事が 虚しくて
あたしも本当は 意気地ないんだね
別れは対岸飛沫は壁に 還るだろう

「抱かれたけど仕方ないよ」
その言葉の裏にあるもの
今は誰も信じられないと
また小さな嘘ついて

春の部屋に裸足の二人
指で本音のサイン描く
まだ夢の中さめないでやだ
少し側にあなたの横に

どれくらい悲しませ
どれくらい傷つけて
どれくらい悲しませ
どれくらい愛されて

一人辿る恋に落ちる
今も震えるほどにあぁ
もう逃げないで
もう泣かないで
開く窓に割れない花瓶を

咲いた花の褪せない愛を
指に閉じ込めたくて触れる
過去にサヨナラ またね 会えたら
きっと笑う、あんずの花へ

Apricot Blossom

An unfading love for a flower that won't wither,
I long to hold it close, to touch and feel.
A rain of sadness falls, but who's to blame?
These penned emotions, to the apricot blossom I aim.

You don't understand the feeling of love, do you?
Your chilled skin seeks warmth, turning red.
You don't understand the feeling of loneliness, do you?
Bruised skin seeks kindness, turning blue.
"I love you, but it can't be helped," you say.
Behind those words, what truths lay?
For you, I'm hurt and afraid to be stained,
Tarnished by this pain.

An unfading love for a flower that won't wither,
I long to hold it close, to touch and feel.
A rain of sadness falls, but who's to blame?
These penned emotions, to the apricot blossom I aim.

You're truly timid as well, aren't you?
Words swallowed, unable to convey, leaving you empty too.
I'm truly cowardly too, aren't I?
Parting on opposite shores, the spray against the wall will die.

"I held you, but it can't be helped," you say.
Behind those words, what secrets lay?
Saying you can't trust anyone now,
Telling another small lie somehow.

Barefoot in a spring room, just us two,
Drawing signs of truth with our fingers, anew.
Don't wake up from this dream, not yet, I plead.
Just a little longer, by your side I need.

How much sadness have I caused?
How much pain have I inflicted?
How much sadness have I caused?
How much love have I elicited?

Falling in love, tracing this path alone,
Still trembling even now, I've known.
Don't run away anymore.
Don't cry anymore.
In the open window, an unbreakable vase I see.

An unfading love for a blossomed flower,
I long to capture it within my fingers, to empower.
Farewell to the past, see you again, maybe someday.
Surely we'll smile then, towards the apricot blossom, come what may.