Lyrics and translation ジン - Yamikare

Yamikare

『大好キデス』
ボクはキミの為だけに生きているよ
他の人間は消えればいいの
キミが幸せで笑う顔が好きで
守ると宣誓したこの部屋で
今日もキミだけがボクを見つめている
美味しい食事で乾杯しましょ
キミは少食で華奢な天使みたい
弱くて儚い
ボクがいないと
檻の鍵閉めて
また明日
ハラハラ散る世の常だから
ずっと一緒なんて嘘
いつか終わる時が来るなら
一人で生きていこう
そう決めたはず
でもキミを見つけてしまったの
戻れない離さないチカヅケナイ
独りよがりより譲り合うが正解？
そうしてお互い冷めてしまうの
ボクは間違えない
それが歪んだ愛だとしても
キミもそうだよね？ダヨネ？
キミのナマエ腕ニ刻んだ
ハラハラ散る世の常だから
ずっと一緒なんて嘘
いつか終わる時が来るなら
一人で生きていこう
そう決めたはず
でもキミを見つけてしまったの
戻れない離さない
誰よりも強くて確かな想いだから
怖くなるの
失う事は慣れてたはずなのに
サヨナラばいばい
また逢いましょう
そんな風に終われるの？
何かがほら違うでしょうと
叫んだ僕は独り
おかしいね
初めは君の事を守っていたいだけの気持ちが
いつからこんなになったの？
思い出せないまま歪んだ愛を貫いて
キミ以外ミエナクテ
ミテホシイ
死ぬまでハナレナイヨ

Yamikare

'I love you very much,'
I live only for you, my darling.
All the others should just vanish.
I love to see your happy, smiling face,
In this room where I swore to protect you.
Today again, only you are gazing at me.
Let's drink a toast to this delicious meal.
You are a petite, delicate angel, with a small appetite.
You are weak and fragile,
Without me,
I'll lock the door to your cage
See you tomorrow.
Life is like flowers that scatter in the wind.
Being together forever is a lie.
When the time comes for us to part,
You will go on living alone.
That's what I decided.
But then I found you.
I can't go back, I won't let you go, don't come near me.
Is it better to compromise than to be selfish?
If we do, we will both grow cold.
I am not wrong,
Even if my love is twisted.
You feel the same, don't you? Right?
I have carved your name into my arm.
Life is like flowers that scatter in the wind.
Being together forever is a lie.
When the time comes for us to part,
You will go on living alone.
That's what I decided.
But then I found you.
I can't go back, I won't let you go.
Because my love for you is stronger and more certain than anyone else's.
It scares me.
I used to be used to losing people,
Goodbye, bye-bye,
I'll see you again.
Can we really end like this?
Something is wrong, can't you see?
I shouted, but I was alone.
It's strange,
At first, I just wanted to protect you.
When did I become like this?
I can't remember, but I've been living with this twisted love.
I can't see anyone but you,
Please look at me.
I will never let you go, until I die.