Lyrics and translation 常定晨 - 自閉症

自閉症

很多事我都假装 像地球围绕着太阳
在左边转一圈 右边转一圈
这就过去一天
关上门总胡思乱想 我脑袋生了锈一样
白日梦能给我疗伤 你在遥远的地方
也许我还干净 我还干净
情绪有点自闭 有点自闭
世界变的安静 我还在想我的逻辑
视线变不清晰 变不清晰
呼吸快要窒息 快要窒息
连自己都变得像空气 和谁都有不同距离
我出生就爱幻想 我的世界是一间房
在这个时间点 你们的世界
会变的很不安全
你在哪个世界 站在哪个房间
我的影子倾斜 又等到了深夜
你在哪个时间 站在哪个地点
我微笑已经冷却 黑暗孤独的房间
也许我还干净 我还干净
情绪有点自闭 有点自闭
世界变的安静 我还在想我的逻辑
视线变不清晰 变不清晰
呼吸快要窒息 快要窒息
连自己都变得像空气 和谁都有不同距离
也许我还干净 我还干净
情绪有点自闭 有点自闭
世界变的安静 我还在想我的逻辑
视线变不清晰 变不清晰
呼吸快要窒息 快要窒息
连自己都变得像空气 和谁都有不同距离
Rap：Yeah 定晨 不要胡思乱想
其实推开门你就能看到阳光
如果世界只是你的想象
那会把你的一切变得疯狂
思绪停住 换个角度 放慢脚步 试着领悟
反抗你的抵触
这一条很长的路像个赌注
只是愿赌不服输
也许我还干净 我还干净
情绪有点自闭 有点自闭
世界变的安静 我还在想我的逻辑
视线变不清晰 变不清晰
呼吸快要窒息 快要窒息
连自己都变得像空气 和谁都有不同距离
也许我还干净 我还干净
情绪有点自闭 有点自闭
世界变的安静 我还在想我的逻辑
视线变不清晰 变不清晰
呼吸快要窒息 快要窒息
连自己都变得像空气 和谁都有不同距离

Autism

I pretend for many things Like the Earth revolves around the sun
Spinning around on the left and right
That's how the day passes
Closing the door, lost in thought My mind has rusted
Daydreams can heal me You are in a faraway place
Maybe I am still pure I am still pure
My emotions are a little closed off A little closed off
The world becomes quiet I'm still thinking about my logic
My sight becomes unclear Unclear
My breath is suffocating Suffocating
Even I have become like air With a different distance from everyone
I was born to fantasize My world is a room
At this point in time Your world
Will become very unsafe
In which world are you In which room are you standing
My shadow slants Waiting for the dead of night again
In which time are you In which place are you standing
My smile has gone cold A dark, lonely room
Maybe I am still pure I am still pure
My emotions are a little closed off A little closed off
The world becomes quiet I'm still thinking about my logic
My sight becomes unclear Unclear
My breath is suffocating Suffocating
Even I have become like air With a different distance from everyone
Maybe I am still pure I am still pure
My emotions are a little closed off A little closed off
The world becomes quiet I'm still thinking about my logic
My sight becomes unclear Unclear
My breath is suffocating Suffocating
Even I have become like air With a different distance from everyone
Rap: Yeah, Dingchen, stop overthinking
Actually, if you open the door, you can see the sunshine
If the world is just your imagination
That will make everything about you crazy
Stop your thoughts, change your perspective, slow down your pace, and try to understand
Defy your resistance
This is a very long road, like a gamble
Just don't want to admit defeat
Maybe I am still pure I am still pure
My emotions are a little closed off A little closed off
The world becomes quiet I'm still thinking about my logic
My sight becomes unclear Unclear
My breath is suffocating Suffocating
Even I have become like air With a different distance from everyone
Maybe I am still pure I am still pure
My emotions are a little closed off A little closed off
The world becomes quiet I'm still thinking about my logic
My sight becomes unclear Unclear
My breath is suffocating Suffocating
Even I have become like air With a different distance from everyone