Lyrics and translation 曾沛慈 - 天后

天后

终于找到借口趁着醉意上心头
表达我所有感受
寂寞渐浓沉默留在舞池角落
你说的太少或太多
都会让人更惶恐
谁任由谁放纵谁会先让出自由
最后一定总是我
双脚悬空在你冷酷热情间游走
被侵占所有才要笑着接受
我嫉妒你的爱气势如虹
像个人气高居不下的天后
你要的不是我而是一种虚荣
有人疼才显得多么出众
我陷入盲目狂恋的宽容
成全了你万众宠爱的天后
若爱只剩诱惑只剩彼此忍受
别再互相折磨
因为我们都有错
推开苍白的手推开苍白的厮守
管你有多么失措
别再叫我心软是最致命的脆弱
我明明都懂却仍拼死效忠
我嫉妒你的爱气势如虹
像个人气高居不下的天后
你要的不是我而是一种虚荣
有人疼才显得多么出众
我陷入盲目狂恋的宽容
成全了你万众宠爱的天后
若爱只剩诱惑只剩彼此忍受
别再互相折磨
因为我们都有错
如果有一天爱不再迷惑
足够去看清所有是非对错
直到那个时候你在我的心中
将不再被歌颂把你当作天后
不会再是我

Empress

I finally found an excuse, while I was drunk:
I wanted to express all my feelings.
As the quiet grew more intense, I remained silent in the corner of the dance floor,
Your words were always too few or too many,
Either way it made me feel uneasy.
Who's allowing who to be so reckless? Who'll give up their freedom first?
It will probably always end up being me.
I walk a tightrope between your cold and your passion.
My life is consumed, so I must accept this with a smile.
Your love is like a typhoon in its intensity, and I am jealous,
You're like an empress whose popularity is soaring.
What you want is not me but a kind of vanity,
Only someone's adoration can make you feel prominent.
I have fallen into the blind tolerance of a fan,
To create a beloved empress who is adored by thousands.
If love is nothing but temptation, if it is nothing but enduring each other,
Let's not torture each other anymore.
Because we are both at fault.
I pull away the pale hands and the pale persistence,
No matter your confusion.
Don't make me feel sorry for you anymore, that is the most deadly weakness.
I clearly understand this, but I still swear to be loyal.
Your love is like a typhoon in its intensity, and I am jealous,
You're like an empress whose popularity is soaring.
What you want is not me but a kind of vanity,
Only someone's adoration can make you feel prominent.
I have fallen into the blind tolerance of a fan,
To create a beloved empress who is adored by thousands.
If love is nothing but temptation, if it is nothing but enduring each other,
Let's not torture each other anymore.
Because we are both at fault.
If someday love is no longer deceiving,
I will be able to clearly see all of the reasons and the wrongs.
Until that day comes, you will no longer be glorified in my heart,
You will no longer be my empress,
You will no longer be me.