Lyrics and translation 盧巧音 - 沮喪

沮喪

心知道有路尚要趕 身體卻拒絕彈起床
事後我討厭自己 不會反抗 讓我很沮喪
當天氣那樣地晴朗 當工作照樣十分忙
事後我討厭自己經濟狀況

# 每次我也知道什麼錯 每次我也知錯不改過
怎麼偏偏知道難過 怎麼不可安心出錯 #

急於到處賣弄眼光 小把戲過份露鋒芒
事後我討厭自己 不會收放讓我很沮喪

只知道有話就要講 不懂去漂亮地隱藏
事後我討厭自己 不按狀況

La La La .

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當失控憤怒沒法擋 將好友當做練靶房
事後我討厭自己 粗魯兇悍 讓我很沮喪
小波折放入大染缸 騷擾各界受盡驚惶
事後我討厭自己 不夠硬朗

好多個晚上睡在床 想想怎可不沮喪
一想到 馬上很沮喪

Discouraged

My heart knows there's a road I still need to take, but my body refuses to get out of bed.
Afterwards, I hate myself for not resisting, it makes me so discouraged.
When the weather is so sunny, when work is still very busy,
Afterwards, I hate my financial situation.

# Every time I know what's wrong, every time I know I'm not correcting it.
How come I know sadness so well, how come I can't make mistakes peacefully? #

Eager to show off my wisdom everywhere, my little tricks are too obvious.
Afterwards, I hate myself for not knowing how to hold back, it makes me so discouraged.

I only know that if I have something to say, I have to say it, I don't know how to hide it gracefully.
Afterwards, I hate myself for not being adaptable.

La La La .

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When I can't control my anger, I use my friends as target practice.
Afterwards, I hate myself for being rude and fierce, it makes me so discouraged.
Small setbacks are put into a big vat, disturbing everyone and causing alarm.
Afterwards, I hate myself for not being tough enough.

Many nights I lie in bed, thinking about how not to be discouraged.
As soon as I think about it, I get very discouraged.