Lyrics and translation 路嘉欣 - Eclipse

Eclipse

在一片純白裡頭的那一點黑暗
總有人稱作污穢百般不順眼
在一片黑中的一點白卻稱作 光

在一片冷漠裡頭的那一些柔軟
總有人稱作軟弱百般找麻煩
對一片溫柔冷眼看卻稱作強
是這樣 是這樣 真是這樣嗎?

我尋找我 我尋找我
去走入另一面自己的內在凝視黑暗
我尋找我 我尋找我
在心裡的幽徑去摸黑前進
當需要光的時候
點一把火對自己看

我不要完美完美是種自我欺騙
我不要勵志勵志只是百憂解
我不要歸類歸類是做作的行為

我不要裝作世界只有良善一面
我不要什麼都差那麼一點點
我不要戴上面具只因為害怕
被討厭 被討厭 去你的討厭

我尋找我 我尋找我
去走入另一面自己的內在凝視黑暗
我尋找我 我尋找我
在心裡的幽徑去摸黑前進
找不到路的時候
點一把火燒個痛快

差一點點 我的憤怒 差一點點...
差一點點 我的絕望 差一點點...
差一點點 我的昏暗 差一點點...
差一點點 我的混濁 差一點點...

差一點點 我的勇敢 差一點點...
差一點點 我的決心 差一點點...
差一點點 我的光明 差一點點...
差一點點 卡在中間

我蝕日 我蝕日
成為光的遺址
但我並不想念
我蝕日 我蝕日
就讓眾人憑弔
自己卻不想念

我尋找我 我尋找我
去走入另一面自己的醜陋儘管黑暗
我尋找我 我尋找我
在心裡的廢墟去摸黑前進
正是重建的時候
解剖自己的殼蓋
打開自己的腐爛
燒一把火壯烈無憾

在一片燦爛太陽裡的一粒黑子
是在我心中隱藏已久的劇烈
擁抱了無光才能坦然去迎接 光

Eclipse

The dot of darkness in the pure white,
Some people call it dirt, and all kinds of eyesores.
In the middle of darkness, a dot of white is called light.

The softness in the indifference,
Always called weak and finds all kinds of trouble.
Coldly staring at warmth and calling it strong.
Is it like this? Is it like this? Is it really like this?

I search for me, I search for me,
To step into the other side, staring into my own inner darkness.
I search for me, I search for me,
Groping forward on the dark path in my heart.
When you need light,
Light a fire and show it to yourself.

I don't want perfection, perfection is a kind of self-deception.
I don't want motivation, motivation is just a kind of distraction.
I don't want to be classified, classification is a pretentious behavior.

I don't want to pretend that the world has only good side,
I don't want to be a little bit short of everything.
I don't want to wear a mask just because I'm afraid,
Of being hated, being hated, go to hell with your hate.

I search for me, I search for me,
To step into the other side, staring into my own inner darkness.
I search for me, I search for me,
Groping forward on the dark path in my heart.
When I don't find the way,
Light a fire and burn it to the ground.

A little short, my anger, a little short...
A little short, my despair, a little short...
A little short, my darkness, a little short...
A little short, my turbidity, a little short...

A little short, my courage, a little short...
A little short, my determination, a little short...
A little short, my light, a little short...
A little short, stuck in the middle.

I eclipse, I eclipse,
Become the site of light.
But I don't miss it,
I eclipse, I eclipse,
Let everyone mourn,
But I don't miss it.

I search for me, I search for me,
To step into the other side, my own ugliness, despite the darkness.
I search for me, I search for me,
Groping forward on the path of destruction in my heart.
It's time to rebuild,
Dissect my own shell,
Expose my own decay,
Start a fire and burn without regret.

A black dot in the bright sun,
Is the hidden violence in my heart for a long time.
Only by embracing the darkness can I calmly greet the light.