Lyrics and translation 鬼 feat. BES - 僕も中毒者
何かになれれば自分でいれる
If
I
could
be
something,
I
could
be
myself
携帯気になる着信にメール
My
cell
phone
is
buzzing
with
calls
and
messages
あの世界からの称賛の拍手
The
applause
of
admiration
from
that
world
日毎慣れていた現状と悪臭
The
current
situation
and
the
bad
smell
I
was
used
to
every
day
死に方も決まらず問わず語る
Talking
about
how
to
die
without
deciding
人たちを笑う乞食がくたばる
The
beggar
who
laughs
at
people
dies
不安ばかりの生き方でも
Even
though
my
life
is
full
of
anxiety
迷わずいれる
I
can
enter
without
hesitation
誰もがうつむいてる
Everyone
is
looking
down
昨日今日のつけばかりの明日明後日
Yesterday
and
today's
problems
are
all
about
tomorrow
and
the
day
after
騙し騙され誤魔化すは勝手
It's
up
to
you
to
lie,
be
deceived,
and
deceive
見失う自分
Losing
sight
of
myself
我ながらシニカル
I'm
cynical
about
myself
歪んだ口にlove
Twisted
mouth
to
love
乞食の骨とアリの群れ
The
beggar's
bones
and
the
colony
of
ants
信号で止まる隣の夢
The
dream
of
the
person
next
door
stopping
at
the
traffic
light
路上に雲を描く水溜り
The
puddle
that
draws
clouds
on
the
road
あの子が吐く唾に溺れた蟻
The
ant
that
drowned
in
the
spit
of
that
girl
ビル影に振り落とした妄想
The
delusion
that
fell
in
the
shadow
of
the
building
人知れず涙零した東京
Tokyo
where
I
shed
tears
without
anyone
knowing
辛いのは死ぬまでですか？
Is
it
painful
until
I
die?
あの子は頷き慰めてくれた
She
nodded
and
comforted
me
ビル影に振り落とした妄想
The
delusion
that
fell
in
the
shadow
of
the
building
人知れず涙零した東京
Tokyo
where
I
shed
tears
without
anyone
knowing
辛いのは死ぬまでですか？
Is
it
painful
until
I
die?
あの子は頷き慰めてくれた
She
nodded
and
comforted
me
一晩中歩いてた街から街
I
walked
all
night
from
town
to
town
矛盾する執着は実在がない
Contradictory
attachment
is
unreal
確かに何かしようとしていて
I
was
definitely
trying
to
do
something
その何かに隠されていたテーゼ
The
thesis
hidden
in
that
something
妄念に見る幻想
Illusions
seen
in
delusions
縫い付ける影
Sewing
a
shadow
笑いながら腐れ
Laughing
and
rotting
狂ってるだけ
Crazy
淘汰される無駄なDNA
Wasted
DNA
to
be
eliminated
流行の歌ぐらいは聴いてるぜ
I've
been
listening
to
popular
songs
実感する醜さ
枯れる唇
Ugly
reality,
withered
lips
笑うハイド
笑ってるジキル
Laughing
Hyde,
laughing
Jekyll
雑踏の随に死者への放り？
The
outcast
in
the
crowd?
澄まし顔した西口の物乞い
The
well-behaved
beggar
at
the
west
exit
あの日を堺に強くなった僕たち
We've
grown
strong
since
that
day
元々居場所はない彷徨う街
I
have
no
place
to
begin
with,
wandering
city
思想や宗教は微塵のかけら
Ideologies
and
religions
are
tiny
fragments
風の匂いも進化の過程だ
Even
the
smell
of
the
wind
is
part
of
the
evolutionary
process
ビル影に振り落とした妄想
The
delusion
that
fell
in
the
shadow
of
the
building
人知れず涙零した東京
Tokyo
where
I
shed
tears
without
anyone
knowing
辛いのは死ぬまでですか？
Is
it
painful
until
I
die?
あの子は頷き慰めてくれた
She
nodded
and
comforted
me
ビル影に振り落とした妄想
The
delusion
that
fell
in
the
shadow
of
the
building
人知れず涙零した東京
Tokyo
where
I
shed
tears
without
anyone
knowing
辛いのは死ぬまでですか？
Is
it
painful
until
I
die?
あの子は頷き慰めてくれた
She
nodded
and
comforted
me
I'm
a
元中毒者
I'm
an
Ex-addict
毎日引きたい
I
want
to
smoke
every
day
毎日呷る大量の酒
I
sip
large
amounts
of
alcohol
every
day
Mic持てば歓声とアレとアレ
When
I
hold
the
mic,
I
get
cheers
and
things
そのうち身体が受け付けない
My
body
won't
take
it
anymore
嗚咽と痩けた頰と紫の唇で
With
sobs,
thin
cheeks,
and
purple
lips
破滅への階段まず一歩
The
first
step
down
the
path
to
ruin
女は泣いて帰りを待つ
The
woman
cries
and
waits
for
me
to
come
home
付いてくるまた勘ぐりも断つ
I
give
up
any
more
suspicions
そのうちぼやけたライターの火
The
blurry
flame
of
the
lighter
端から蹴飛ばしたあのアパートのドア
The
apartment
door
I
kicked
open
勘ぐりと包丁あと少しで通り魔
Suspicions
and
knife
marks,
just
a
step
away
from
being
a
random
killer
高い壁の中への遠足
A
field
trip
inside
the
high
walls
毎月の面会や手紙で更生
Rehabilitation
through
monthly
meetings
and
letters
したつもりがまた溶かした氷
But
the
ice
I
melted
Flash
Backと連れてまた塀の中
Flashback
and
I'm
back
in
jail
Flash
Backと連れてまた塀の中
Flashback
and
I'm
back
in
jail
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