Vaiven - Adán Cruz traduction en anglais

Vaiven

Me quedo hasta tarde mirando el móvil
Tu despedida me dejo inmóvil
Dormir fue la única solución que encontré
Inhalo al vacío y exhalo tu nombre
Un baldío abandonado lleno de grafiti
Ahora enfrío lo que toco exploto como misil
Me carcome por dentro y si
No me gusta ser lo que soy
Como dejo de serlo?
Si mi intención nunca me alcanzó

Ultimamente mentir se me da tan bien
Que me da miedo no poder
Volver a sentir calidez
Y no se porque
Pero me dejé sostener
Sabiendo que iba a caer
De nuevo en ese vaivén

Ultimamente mentir se me da tan bien
Que me da miedo no poder
Volver a sentir calidez
Y no se porque
Pero me dejé sostener
Sabiendo que iba a caer
De nuevo en ese vaivén

Un nudo en la garganta que no se va
Estaba volando y aterricé
Miro al reloj y me hace pensar
Si invertí mi tiempo o desperdicie
Gota por gota lágrimas caen
En el mar abierto me tienes
Buscando preguntas en la orilla
Nadando sin poderme ver los pies

Ultimamente mentir se me da tan bien
Que me da miedo no poder
Volver a sentir calidez
Y no se porque
Pero me dejé sostener
Sabiendo que iba a caer
De nuevo en ese vaivén

Ultimamente mentir se me da tan bien
Que me da miedo no poder
Volver a sentir calidez
Y no se porque
Pero me dejé sostener
Sabiendo que iba a caer
De nuevo en ese vaivén

Hoy vuelvo a la normalidad
No seas tan dulce que te van a comer
Adán Cruz

Swing

I stay up late staring at my phone
Your goodbye left me frozen still
Sleep was the only solution I could find
I inhale the emptiness and exhale your name
An abandoned wasteland full of graffiti
Now I chill what I touch, I explode like a missile
It eats me up inside and yes
I don't like being what I am
How do I stop being it?
If my intention never reached me

Lately, lying comes so easily to me
That I'm afraid I won't be able to
Feel warmth again
And I don't know why
But I let myself be held
Knowing I was going to fall
Back into that swing

Lately, lying comes so easily to me
That I'm afraid I won't be able to
Feel warmth again
And I don't know why
But I let myself be held
Knowing I was going to fall
Back into that swing

A lump in my throat that won't go away
I was flying and I landed
I look at the clock and it makes me think
If I invested my time or wasted it
Drop by drop tears fall
You have me in the open sea
Searching for answers on the shore
Swimming without being able to see my feet

Lately, lying comes so easily to me
That I'm afraid I won't be able to
Feel warmth again
And I don't know why
But I let myself be held
Knowing I was going to fall
Back into that swing

Lately, lying comes so easily to me
That I'm afraid I won't be able to
Feel warmth again
And I don't know why
But I let myself be held
Knowing I was going to fall
Back into that swing

Today I return to normal
Don't be so sweet they'll eat you
Adán Cruz