Pretend - Akina Nakamori traduction en anglais

Pretend

耳たぶ少し噛んだだけで天(そら)仰ぎ見るように
割と率直にのけぞるから 華奢な肩を抱き寄せた

私より少し広い肩 小柄で細い指先
吐息の数 鼓動の早さ...

早く早く誰かに抱かれてる自分見たかった
ものわかり悪い胸 痛み続けないように
揺れて揺れて最後に落ちる事が出来たら
何もかもが壊れてきっと崩れ去るわ 心ごと

どうして高まってゆく程 心醒めてゆくの
熱くなる身体は本物 溜息も本当なのに

震える唇気が付いて 私から離れたから
抱き締めて肩に噛みついた

きつくきつくするから もっと奥まで狂わせて
今だけでも誰かと生きてると思いたい
抱いて抱いて涙に狂おしさを止めないで
優しすぎる言葉は酷すぎる言葉と似ているわ

きつくきつくするから もっと奥まで狂わせて
今だけでも誰かと生きてると思いたい
揺れて揺れて最後に落ちる事が出来たら
何もかもが壊れてきっと崩れ去るわ 心ごと...

Pretend

Just because I nibbled slightly on your earlobe, like I was looking up to the sky,
you involuntarily recoiled, so I put my arms around your slight shoulders.

You have slightly broader shoulders than me, and slender fingers,
your breaths, the palpitation of your heart...

I wanted to be held by someone quickly, quickly, and see myself,
my heart, which doesn't understand anything, so that it wouldn't continue hurting,
if only I swayed and swayed and was finally able to fall,
everything would surely be destroyed and would collapse, even my heart.

Why does my mind get more awake, the more I get excited?
My heated body is real, my sighs are real too.

You noticed my trembling lips and drew back from me.
You hugged me and bit my shoulder.

Do it harder and harder, drive me crazier,
I want to feel like I'm alive with someone, just for now.
Hold me, hold me! Don't stop my madness with tears,
overly kind words are akin to overly cruel ones.

Do it harder and harder, drive me crazier,
I want to feel like I'm alive with someone, just for now,
if only I swayed and swayed and was finally able to fall,
everything would surely be destroyed and would collapse, even my heart...