Paroles et traduction Ana Gabriel - El Cigarrillo

El Cigarrillo

Anoche estuve conversando con mi cigarrillo
Me sentí cansada, cansada, aburrida y tan vacía
Que a veces hasta pienso que ni siquiera existo
Que a veces hasta pienso que ni siquiera existo
Lo encendí muy lentamente, le dí una fumada
Y al mirar el humo que en el espacio se volatizaba
Recordé tantas cosas que creí olvidadas
Se las conté todas mientras que lo fumaba
Le converse de ti y de mis añoranzas
Le conte de tus besos y de mis esperanzas
Le conté de tu olvido, de mis lágrimas tantas
De aquello que vivimos y que hoy se a vuelto nada
Le dije que es posible que a mi nadie me quiera
Por que he intentado vivir a mi manera
Por que me he negado a pagar el tributo
De bajeza y pecado que hoy no exige el mundo
Que a lo mejor estoy acabada o que la vida me a vencido
Que he sufrido y he llorado
Que he luchado y he reído
Y que es lo que he ganado por ser así tan comprensiva
Solo vivir desesperada en un mundo tan vacío
Anoche estuve conversando con mi cigarrillo
Y al terminarlo pensando me quede entre suspiros
Que en este verso triste que es el mundo en que vivo
Solo él me va quedando como único amigo

The Cigarette

Last night I was chatting with my cigarette
I felt tired, tired, bored and so empty
That sometimes I even think that I don't even exist
That sometimes I even think that I don't even exist
I lit it very slowly, took a puff
And as I watched the smoke evaporate into space
I remembered so many things I thought I had forgotten
I told them all to him as I smoked it
I talked to him about you and my longings
I told him about your kisses and my hopes
I told him about your forgetting, about my many tears
Of what we lived through and that today has become nothing
I told him that it's possible that nobody wants me
Because I've tried to live my own way
Because I've refused to pay the toll
Of baseness and sin that the world demands today
That maybe I'm finished or that life has defeated me
That I have suffered and cried
That I have fought and laughed
And what have I gained by being so understanding
Only living in despair in such an empty world
Last night I was chatting with my cigarette
And when I finished it, I was left thinking among sighs
That in this sad verse that is the world I live in
Only he remains as my only friend