Paroles et traduction Anri Kumaki - シグナル

シグナル

あぁもう何にも考えたくない
失望 期待も出来なくなってさ
打算的な愛で書いた「人」なんていう字は
歪んだ顔をしている
好きと嫌いで奏でたメロディーは
大人になって歌えなくなってく
耳を塞いでも 鳴り止まなかった声に まっすぐだったんだ
過去が未来になるなら見たいんだ
傷を開くような願いだろうか?
大事だったはずなのに
素手で触れたはずなのに
自分にさえ掴まれない 今
まだ自分らしい欠片があるなら
記憶をたどって 集めに行きたい
守ることで 涙止めて 出られなくなってた
素直な顔が見たいな
白と黒で作るコントラストが
大人になって薄れてしまうのは
妥協や折り合う色が 混ざり合ってしまうから
心が見えなくなるんだ
今日と明日の境界線を超えて
通じ合う答えが出せるだろうか?
前を向いて行けるように
もう一度掴めるように 自分にうつむかないから 今
シグナルは届いた
灰色だったドアを出よう
好きと嫌いで奏でたメロディーは
大人になって歌えなくなってく
耳を塞いでも 鳴り止まなかった声に まっすぐだったんだ
過去が未来になるなら見たいんだ
傷を開くような願いだろうか?
ゆるぎのない感情が
ひとつ ひとつ溢れていた
自分に続いて行けるよ 今
今

Signal

Oh, I don't want to think about anything anymore
I've lost all hope and expectations
The word "human" is a lie written in self-interest
With a distorted face
The melody played with love and hate
Is harder to sing as an adult
Even when I covered my ears, the voice that wouldn't stop screaming was always right
If the past could become the future, I'd want to see it
Is it a selfish wish to open old wounds?
I used to hold onto it so tightly
I used to touch it with my bare hands
But now, I can't even grasp myself
If there are still fragments of myself that are true
I want to trace my memories and gather them back
I used to protect myself, hold back my tears, and get trapped
I want to see your true face
The contrast that black and white create
Fades away as we become adults
Because we compromise and blend in with all the other colors
And our hearts become invisible
Crossing the boundary between today and tomorrow
Can we find an answer that connects us?
So that I can face forward
So that I can reach out once more, I won't look down on myself, not now
The signal has reached me
I'll step out of the grey door
The melody played with love and hate
Is harder to sing as an adult
Even when I covered my ears, the voice that wouldn't stop screaming was always right
If the past could become the future, I'd want to see it
Is it a selfish wish to open old wounds?
My unwavering emotions
Spilled out one by one
I can follow myself, right now
Right now