Kajakas - Arop traduction en anglais

Kajakas

Teadsin ärgates, et midagi on viltu, sest
Tühi tunne minu südames on pilkudes.
Üksi nagu vesi, kraanikaussi tilkudes.
Mänguelevant ja padi minu pihkudes.
Ma ei mõista miks nad kaasa mulle tunnevad.
Männimetsa kirjakivid kaovad lumme nad...
Ja selle uuele ma kunagi ei meeldind!
Kui meid oli mitu uskusin, et mitte keegi
Ei vaja mind. Tulin koju alles peale koitu.
Arvasin, et Sul nii kergem kolmelegi leida toitu.
Sind ei hoitud, nii nagu naist peaks -
Nad ei elanud kui mehed, ainult laisk teaks!
Su isa lihtsalt tõstis meid tänavale.
Tal oli raha vaja tean, oli hädavale.
Peale isa surma arvasin, et olen peremees
A Papa polnud Suur kuigi süda tema kere sees oli!

Näe ema, ma lähen ema!
Sinu rüselus ja valu, pojast tähe teevad!
Sa hoiatasid ja ma tean, et Nad lähenevad!
Siin pole ühtki sellist pead, kes mul pähe teevad!
Pisarad on kuivad, maskid on tuimad aga
Nagu kajakas on meretuules vaba. A nad
Valavad õli tulle, kuid ma mõtlen Sulle
Ja ma tean, et pole valu, mis nad teeks mulle...

Magasime viiekesi põrandal.
Ainus turvaline tunne ema õla all.
Mu kangelane on nüüd väikelinna võla all.
Vajan plaani, kuidas päästa pere sellest põlast!
Jätsin jõuka akna lahti, et öösiti seal ennast pesta -
Üksi tühjas kaarhallis, soovin,
Et see hetk võiks kesta kauem...
Mu allakäik võiks olla veidi laugem
Kuid ema lubas, mulle, et mu tuul ei ole kaugel
Ja ma usun!

Näe ema, ma lähen ema!
Sinu rüselus ja valu, pojast tähe teevad!
Sa hoiatasid ja ma tean, et Nad lähenevad!
Siin pole ühtki sellist pead, kes mul pähe teevad!
Pisarad on kuivad, maskid on tuimad aga
Nagu kajakas on meretuules vaba. A nad
Valavad õli tulle, kuid ma mõtlen Sulle
Ja ma tean, et pole valu, mis nad teeks mulle...

Seagull

I knew upon waking that something was wrong, because
The empty feeling in my heart is in my glances.
Alone like water, dripping in a sink.
A toy elephant and a pillow in my hands.
I don't understand why they sympathize with me.
The forest granite stones disappear in snow...
And I never liked this new one!
When there were several of us, I believed that no one
Needed me. I only came home after sunrise.
I thought it would be easier for you to find food for all three of us.
You weren't kept as a woman should be -
They didn't live like men, only a lazy man would know!
Your father just threw us out into the street.
He needed money, I know, he was desperate.
After my father's death, I thought I was the head of the family
A Papa wasn't Big although there was a great heart in his body!

See mother, I'm leaving mother!
In your struggle and pain, they make a star out of a son!
You warned me and I know that they are approaching!
There isn't a single one of those heads who will give it to me!
My tears are dry, my masks are numb, but
Like a seagull is free in the ocean wind. And they
Pour oil on the fire, but I think of you
And I know that there is no pain that they will do to me...

We slept in the fives on the floor.
The only safe feeling in the mother's shoulder.
My hero is now in debt to the small town.
I need a plan on how to save my family from this disgrace!
I left a rich window open so that I could wash myself there at night -
Alone in an empty garage, I wish,
That this moment could last longer...
My downfall could be a little longer
But my mother promised me that my wind is not far away
And I believe!

See mother, I'm leaving mother!
In your struggle and pain, they make a star out of a son!
You warned me and I know that they are approaching!
There isn't a single one of those heads who will give it to me!
My tears are dry, my masks are numb, but
Like a seagull is free in the ocean wind. And they
Pour oil on the fire, but I think of you
And I know that there is no pain that they will do to me...