Paroles et traduction Atsuki Kimura - Atashi no Kareshi

Atashi no Kareshi

逃げた男を うらむより
いたらなかった 自分を責める
噂にきけば あの彼氏(ひと)は

女と暮らして いると云う
うそよ うそ うそ そんなこと
あゝいまごろは あの酒場(みせ)で
荒れている ひとり酒
きっと私を 呼びながら

みんな悪口 云うけれど
いゝえ優しい ところもあった
淋しい私の 身の上を
一緒に嘆いて くれた声
苦労したねと 抱いた腕
あゝいまごろは どこの街
濡れている うしろ影
ちょっと右肩 下げるくせ

未練ごころに 追いつかれ
冬の夜ながを さむざむ過す
火遊びだけなら 泣きゃしない
生れて始めて 死ぬような
恋をしたのよ ただ一度
あゝいまごろは あの彼氏(ひと)も
想い出を 数えてる
過ぎてはなかい 恋の夢

My Boyfriend

Rather than being upset with that man who ran away,
I blame myself for not being good enough
If rumors are to be believed that boyfriend of mine,

Is living with another woman
Lies, lies, lies, something like that,
Ah right now, maybe he is back at that bar,
Drowning in sorrow, drinking alone
No doubt he’s calling out my name

Everyone speaks badly of him,
But let me tell you, he had a gentle side,
My lonely life,
He used to weep with me about it
"You’ve had a hard life," he would say as he held me in his arms.
Ah right now, I don’t know where he is,
My memories of him, they make me so sad.
That habit of tilting his right shoulder down a little.

I’m tormented by my lingering affections
I spend these cold winter nights alone, filled with regret
If it was just a fling I wouldn’t be crying
For the first time in my life, I feel like I'm dying.
I’ve never been in love like this
Ah right now, maybe he is,
Thinking about me too.
Our love is a dream of the past.