Paroles et traduction Azel - Gel

Gel

Yalandan ibaret hayatın mutluluk getirir mi sana?
Beni sen parçaladın olmayan ümitler besledim sana
Bekledim geri döner bir gün demledim kendimi
Değmedim sana nefsimi eyledim kendime

Dokunmadığım dudakların başkasında izi var sahi
Kendini kandırma azel sende gönlü yokmuş demek ki
Saklıyordum bir şeyleri içeri saplıyordum
Şöyle düşün aşıktım ama sana saptırmıyordum

Ben seni affetmem geri gelsen yine sevmem
Sen affet kendini ama yine de geri gel

Bakma bana severmiş gibi hatta gidermiş gibi
Sana son kez yazdığımda kaçıncı yalanım bu sahi?
Deyme bana sorma içimdekini umutlarım peş peşe gider gibi
Söyle bana kimde kalmış umutların kimde yanmış
Akıl sağlığımı boş ver benim dünden garantim yok
Benim hiç ümidim yok

Ben seni affetmem geri gelsen yine sevmem
Sen affet kendini ama yine de geri gel
Ben seni affetmem geri gelsen yine sevmem
Sen affet kendini ama yine de geri gel

Come

Does a life built on lies bring you any happiness?
You shattered me, I nourished hopes for you that never existed.
I waited, hoping you'd return one day, I stewed in my own thoughts.
I didn't give you my soul, I kept it for myself.

Your lips, untouched by me, bear another's mark, don't they?
Don't fool yourself, Azel, it seems you never had a heart for me.
I was keeping things hidden, burying them deep inside.
Think of it this way, I was in love, but I wasn't misleading you.

I won't forgive you, even if you come back, I won't love you again.
Forgive yourself, though, and still, come back.

Don't look at me as if you still loved me, or as if you're leaving.
When I wrote to you that last time, which lie was that, really?
Don't ask me, don't tell me what's inside, my hopes are fading away, one by one.
Tell me, with whom do your hopes remain? With whom have they burned?
Never mind my sanity, I have no guarantee of tomorrow.
I have no hope left.

I won't forgive you, even if you come back, I won't love you again.
Forgive yourself, though, and still, come back.
I won't forgive you, even if you come back, I won't love you again.
Forgive yourself, though, and still, come back.