Paroles et traduction BLOCK B - Does it only happen to me?

Does it only happen to me?

나만 이런거야
원래 그런거야
나 혼자 꼼짝 못하고 이래
너 정말 이럴꺼야
나만 이런거야
내 맘만 그런거야
나 혼자 꼼짝 못하고 이래
너 정말그럴꺼야
나라고 별반 다를것 없었어
이 상황까지의 과정이 어떻던
허탈함이 먼저 머리챌 잡고 날 탓해
얼룩진 기억 눈물과 함께 닦아내
혼자있기가 머쓱해져
오늘을 살지만 내 속안은 예전
사진속 너가 유일한 말동무
냉장고 절반은 맥주캔에게 내줘
집안 내 방안 곳곳에
니 흔적이 허전함을 보태
뻔한 이별에 태연하지 못해서
너란 병실에서 퇴원하지 못했어
너도 이런현상을 수시로 겪나
문득 궁금해 나만이런걸까
알 방법이없나
또 문자를 썼다가 지웠다
낯설기만 해 텅빈 내 가슴 한 켠이
너무 지쳐 울기보단 웃어
잊을래 지울래 너의 자리
하루에 열번씩은 다짐해 나만 이래
이별 뒤 내겐 고작 상실감
사라져버린 내 삶의 나침판
혼자서만 이런가 싶어
되 새기고 새긴말 I'LL BE FINE
근데 쉽지 않아
뜻대로 잊긴 커녕 시간만
낭비하는 느낌인걸
오히려 널 잡는게 빠르다는 생각밖에 안들어
나 조차 이런내가 안쓰러
가끔씩은 너가 밉고 원망스러
뒤죽박죽된 머리속
중심엔 너가있는데 WHAT ABOUT YOU?
추억이 깃든 것들 다 버려도
넌 일상 곳곳에 스며 있었어
이 상황에서 도망가고 싶은데
뛰고 있는건 발이 아닌 심장이였어
낯설기만 해 텅빈 내 가슴 한 켠이
너무 지쳐 울기보단 웃어
잊을래 지울래 너의 자리
하루에 열번씩은 다짐해 나만 이래
나만 못 잊는거야 왜 맘 졸이는거야
내가 이 지경인데 너가 멀쩡하면 네 자신을 속이는거야
낯설기만 해 텅빈 내 가슴 한 켠이
너무 지쳐 울기보단 웃어
잊을래 지울래 너의 자리
하루에 열번씩은 다짐해 나만 이래
나만 이런거야
원래 그런거야
나 혼자 꼼짝 못하고 이래
너 정말 이럴꺼야
나만 이런거야
내 맘만 그런거야
나 혼자 꼼짝 못하고 이래
너 정말그럴꺼야

Is it only me?

Is it just me?
Is this how it always is?
I'm stuck here, unable to move
Are you really going to be like this?
Is it just me?
Is it only my heart that feels this way?
I'm frozen, unable to move
Are you really going to be like this?
I wasn't that different
No matter how we got to this point
Emptiness grabs hold of my head first, blaming me
I wipe away the stained memories with tears
Being alone becomes awkward
I live in the present, but my insides are still in the past
You in the photos are my only companion
Half of the fridge is given to beer cans
Everywhere in the house, in my room
Your traces add to the emptiness
I can't be calm about this typical breakup
I haven't been discharged from the hospital room that is you
Do you also experience this phenomenon often?
I suddenly wonder, is it only me?
Is there no way to know?
I wrote a text again, then erased it
This empty corner of my heart feels so unfamiliar
I'm too tired to cry, so I laugh instead
I'll forget, I'll erase your place
I tell myself ten times a day, is it only me?
After the breakup, all I have is a sense of loss
The compass of my life has disappeared
I wonder if I'm the only one feeling this way
I repeat and repeat the words, I'LL BE FINE
But it's not easy
Instead of forgetting as I intended, time just
Feels wasted
The only thought that comes to mind is that it would be faster to just hold onto you
Even I feel sorry for myself like this
Sometimes I resent you and feel bitter
In my messed-up head
You are at the center, WHAT ABOUT YOU?
Even if I throw away everything with memories
You were embedded in every part of my daily life
I want to run away from this situation
But it's not my feet that are running, it's my heart
This empty corner of my heart feels so unfamiliar
I'm too tired to cry, so I laugh instead
I'll forget, I'll erase your place
I tell myself ten times a day, is it only me?
Is it only me who can't forget? Why am I so anxious?
If I'm like this and you're perfectly fine, you're only fooling yourself
This empty corner of my heart feels so unfamiliar
I'm too tired to cry, so I laugh instead
I'll forget, I'll erase your place
I tell myself ten times a day, is it only me?
Is it just me?
Is this how it always is?
I'm stuck here, unable to move
Are you really going to be like this?
Is it just me?
Is it only my heart that feels this way?
I'm frozen, unable to move
Are you really going to be like this?