Paroles et traduction Baek Ji Young - I am good,and I speak.

I am good,and I speak.

괜찮다고 말하고 그냥 웃어줬어
이미 떠난 너인데 더 이상 무슨 말을 하겠니
친구들을 보내고 버스를 갈아타고
집으로 돌아와서 엄마 몰래 방으로 들어갔어 그제서야

나는 울었어 울고 또 울어봐도
돌아오지 않을 걸 알면서도 울 수밖에 난 없었어
뭔가 터진 것처럼 뭔가를 쏟아내듯이
끙끙거리면서 신음하면서 울 수 밖에 난 없었어

방문을 두드리며 괜찮냐고 묻는
걱정스런 엄마의 목소리에 정신을 차려봤어
메는 목을 삼키며 웃으며 대답했어
멀어지는 발걸음 들리지 않게 된 뒤에야 그제서야

나는 울었어 울고 또 울어봐도
돌아오지 않을 걸 알면서도 울 수밖에 난 없었어
뭔가 터진 것처럼 뭔가를 쏟아내듯이
끙끙거리면서 신음하면서

입을 막아도 억지로 참아 봐도
자꾸 터져 나와서 북받쳐서 울 수밖에 난 없었어
괜찮지가 않은 걸, 난 괜찮지가 않은 걸
친구를 속이고 엄마를 속여도 눈물은 속지 않는 걸

닦아도 닦아도 목을 조여도 울 수 밖에 난 없었어
라라라라라, 라라, 라라라라라라, 라라

I am good,and I speak.

I said that I was doing fine and I just smiled
I can't talk to you anymore since you've already gone
I said goodbye to my friends and got on the bus
I went back to my home and went into my room without my mom knowing and it was then that

I cried, I cried and cried
Knowing that you wouldn't come back, I had no choice but to cry
Like someting was bursting open, like I was spilling something out
I could do nothing but sob and cry out

The sound of my mom knocking on the door, asking me if I was okay
And her worried voice brought me back to my senses
I swallowed my breath and smiled as I answered her
And when I couldn't hear her footsteps anymore

I cried, I cried and cried
Knowing that you wouldn't come back, I had no choice but to cry
Like something was bursting open, like I was spilling something out
Crying,sobbing

Even if I covered my mouth or forced myself to hold back
It would burst out, gushing out uncontrollably
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
I may have lied to my friends and deceived my mom, but I can't fool my tears

No matter how much I wiped my tears or choked back my sobs, I had no choice but to cry
La la la la la, la la, la la la la la, la la