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Dard

Baxt yana qanday baxt izlaysan,
Dard yana qancha dard berasan menga.
Yurak sendan vos kecholmas nega?
Baxt yana qanday baxt istaysan.
Ayt yana nimalar qilay senga?
Yuraginmi cho′qillay ko'rgin,
Qanchalar seni sevar edim.
Bilasanmi sen ketgan kundan xayotim butkul o′zgargan,
Xammasini qayta yangi saxifadan boshlayapman.
Xuddi endigina yurishni o'rganayotgan go'dak kabi,
Men ham sensizlikka sekin asta ko′nikayapman.
Qayta qayta sen bilan o′tqazgan baxtli kunlarimizni eslab,
Yuragimmi alamli bir savol qiynamoqda?
Naxotki sen o'shanda baxtli emasding?
Naxotki sen meni sevmagansan?
Shunchalar osonmidi mendan vos kechishing?
Shunchalik tez xayotingni tark ettimi?
Bir marta ham holim so′ramading nega?
N-T:
Baxt yana qanday baxt izlaysan,
Dard yana qancha dard berasan menga.
Yurak sendan vos kecholmas nega?
Baxt yana qanday baxt istaysan.
Ayt yana nimalar qilay senga?
Yuraginmi cho'qillay ko′rgin,
Qanchalar seni sevar edim.
Xayotim, borlig'im, yuragim borimni atadim senga,
Bu bedorlik tunlarim sevganim naxotli yetmadi,
Yana senga ne kerak aytgin menga?
Ushbu savollar tinmay qalbim qiynalar, darda yonar.
Umidlarim birma bir so′nib borar.
Naxotki qadirsiz sevganim, qalbimni berganim.
Naxotki manzilsiz endi ko'zlaringdan kutganim,
Asraydi baxtimni sevgimni,
Naxotki bularni endi foydasi yo'q endi yo′q.
N-T:
Baxt yana qanday baxt xoxlaysan?
Dard yana qancha dard berasan menga.
Yurak sendan vos kecholmas aytgin nega?
Baxt yana qanday baxt istaysan.
Ayt yana nimalar qilay senga?
Yuraginmi cho′qillay ko'rgin,
Qanchalar seni sevar edim.
Bilarmisan qanchalar o′gir, sensizlik dardini tinimsiz xis etish?
Qayirdan ham bilarding axir sen sensiz yashamadinku?
Xattoki qadax tutsang ham to'ldirib
Zahar ichib quygum senga baxt tilab.

Pain

What happiness do you seek, my love,
How much more pain will you inflict upon me?
Why can't my heart let go of you?
What happiness do you desire?
Tell me, what more can I do for you?
Tear open your heart and see,
How deeply I loved you.
Do you know, since the day you left, my life has completely changed,
I'm starting everything anew, from a blank page.
Like a baby learning to walk,
I am slowly getting used to life without you.
Remembering over and over the happy days we spent together,
A painful question torments my heart?
Were you not happy then?
Did you not love me?
Was it so easy for you to leave me?
Did you abandon my life so quickly?
Why didn't you ever ask how I was doing?
Chorus:
What happiness do you seek, my love,
How much more pain will you inflict upon me?
Why can't my heart let go of you?
What happiness do you desire?
Tell me, what more can I do for you?
Tear open your heart and see,
How deeply I loved you.
My life, my being, my heart, I gave everything to you,
These sleepless nights, my love, were they not enough?
Tell me, what more do you need?
These questions constantly torment my soul, burning in pain.
My hopes fade one by one.
Were you truly so indifferent, my love, to whom I gave my heart?
Is there truly no destination now for what I awaited from your eyes,
That would protect my happiness, my love,
Is it all for nothing now, is it all in vain?
Chorus:
What happiness do you seek, my love,
How much more pain will you inflict upon me?
Why can't my heart let go of you, tell me why?
What happiness do you desire?
Tell me, what more can I do for you?
Tear open your heart and see,
How deeply I loved you.
Do you know how painful it is to constantly feel the pain of your absence?
You couldn't possibly know, after all, you never lived without yourself, did you?
Even if you swore an oath,
I would drink poison, wishing you happiness.