My distinction - Bish traduction en anglais

My distinction

犯しては 反省の 抜け出せない日々もう終わり
見つからない明日を 待ってる

好きな曲すら聴きたくない
ただイヤフォン 耳に入れて
街行く人を盗み聞き
冷めた心 蔑み行く

ふと一瞬 萎えちゃって
妬みしか生まない自分がうざいって もう

人のこと けなしては 口に出せず
あの子ずるいとか 思ってたらきも
一度きり この日々を やりきってやるって決めて
時計の針は回る 今日もね

強制的に今日が来て
見えもしない時間を睨み
足音立てて遠くまで
でっかい地球を潰し歩く

自宅にいるのに
帰りたい気持ちがくんの なんで もう

人のこと けなしては 口に出せず
あの子ずるいとか 思ってたらきも
一度きり この日々を やりきってやるって決めて
時計の針は回る 今日もね

ふと一瞬 萎えちゃって
妬みしか生まない自分が

人のこと 繰り返し けなしては 口に出せず
あの子ずるいとか 思ってたらきも
犯しては 反省の 抜け出せない日々 もう終わり
見つからない明日を 待ってる

My distinction

Mistakes, repentance, the days you can't escape are over
Waiting for a tomorrow that can't be found

I don't even want to listen to my favorite songs
I just put my earphones in my ears
And eavesdrop on people passing me by
My cold heart, my growing contempt

For a moment, I feel dejected
I hate that I'm full of envy, it's so annoying

I badmouth people but can't say it to their faces
It's disgusting to think that she's sly
I've decided to live through these days to the fullest
And the hands of the clock keep turning, even today

Today has arrived without my consent
I glare at the invisible time
Walking with heavy steps, going far away
Trampling on the vast Earth

Even though I'm at home
I feel like going back. Why, why?

I badmouth people but can't say it to their faces
It's disgusting to think that she's sly
I've decided to live through these days to the fullest
And the hands of the clock keep turning, even today

For a moment, I feel dejected
I'm full of envy, it's so annoying

I badmouth people over and over again, but I can't say it to their faces
It's disgusting to think that she's sly
Mistakes, repentance, the days you can't escape are over
Waiting for a tomorrow that can't be found