Garden - DIR EN GREY traduction en anglais

Garden

愛し始めたあの日から僕は変わり始めた
貴女だけを見つめられたらいいと
貴女は何時もあの庭で淋しそうにたたずみ
散ってゆく花だけを見つめていた
届かない願いは切なく心に傷を付けた
目の前に塞がった現実だけが僕を今もずっと悩ませた
むせ返る空気だけが今の僕を忘れないように
GARDEN 何時の日かは出逢えると願った いつも
GARDEN 過ぎゆくこの季節の中で何時までも... 貴女を
枯れてゆく悲しい花は幾千の夜を見た
セピア色に映した貴女の姿
忘れたい忘れたくない矛盾な気持ちさえも
ねじふせた僕がそこにただ一人立ち尽くした
淋しげに雪だけが景色を色づけたけれど
今もずっと忘れないように
GARDEN 何時の日かは出逢えると願った いつも
GARDEN 過ぎゆくこの季節の中で何時までも... 貴女を
忘れたい忘れたくない矛盾な気持ちさえも
ねじふせた僕がそこにただ一人立ち尽くした
時が過ぎるのは早く
現実から消えてゆく思い出を忘れないように
GARDEN 何時の日かは出逢えると願った いつも
GARDEN 過ぎゆくこの季節の中で何時までも... 貴女を
貴方さえも見えなくなる 心の中残して

Garden

Since the day I started to love, I began to change.
If only I could always gaze at you
Always standing alone dejectedly within that garden
watching only the flowers that were wilting.
Reaching you was an impossible dream, and it painfully injured my heart
The only reality in front of me was the constant, oppressive weight of my worries
Only the smell of the suffocating air reminds me of who I am now
GARDEN, I always wished I would find you again someday
GARDEN, within the passing seasons, always... with you
The withered, broken flowers have seen thousands of nights
Your form reflected in sepia
Even the conflicting feelings of wanting to forget and of not wanting to forget
were just memories of my twisted self, standing alone
Only the snow fell, giving the scene a tint of sadness
yet I still can't forget
GARDEN, I always wished I would find you again someday
GARDEN, within the passing seasons, always... with you
Even the conflicting feelings of wanting to forget and of not wanting to forget
were just memories of my twisted self, standing alone
Time passes quickly
Fading memories of reality that I won't forget
GARDEN, I always wished I would find you again someday
GARDEN, within the passing seasons, always... with you
Until even you disappear, leaving only the memories in my heart