Soshaku - DIR EN GREY traduction en anglais

Soshaku

毳立った 木の床を ゾロゾロと這い回ってる とっくに惨め
何処に居る？ 此処に居る？ 貴方の求める世界へ 辿り着けないなら
咀嚼 誰の為か 薄闇に習う
三つの子供じゃないから
丑三つ 背負い 向かう まだ遠い あの山の奥へ
眠る頃...
貴方居ない 貴方居ない 貴方の居ない世界へ 百合は似合わない
小さくて 顔の似た 貴方の求めた私は 今も似てるかしら？
咀嚼 誰の為か 薄闇に習う
三つの子供じゃないから
髪梳かしながら聞く昔話がね 大好きでした 眠りましょう

Mastication

I crawl about on all fours on the shaggy wooden floor. I'm so pathetic.
Where are you? Are you here? If I can't reach the world you seek.
Mastication. For whom? I learn in the dim light.
Because I'm not a child of three.
At the Hour of the Ox, I bear my burden and head for the distant depths of those mountains.
When you sleep...
You're not here. You're not here. Lilies don't suit the world you're not in.
I'm small and have a similar face. Do I still resemble the me you sought?
Mastication. For whom? I learn in the dim light.
Because I'm not a child of three.
As I brush my hair, I listen to the old stories I loved so much. Let's go to sleep.