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人の命は平等じゃない

目標なんか何にも無い 夢は安定した老後
やりたい事も無い 強いて言うなら青春？
「ちょっと運が悪かったんだ」
「時間が足りなかっただけ」
そんなことばかり言っている 気がする

「歯車になるのだけはやだ」「自分しかできない事をやる」
理想論だけはいつも立派で
何かを言われるのが怖い 匿名の意見すら言えない
真面目に生きる人を見下して
何故私はこんなにも価値が無いの

ああ卑しい卑しい卑しい私 命は平等じゃないね
こんな私が消えたところで 誰も泣いてはくれない
ああ醜い醜い醜い命 今すぐ消えてしまいたい
季節はずれに舞い散る小雪みたいに
「ふっ」と消えたい

「友達」って一体なんなの？ 上っ面取り繕って
下らない馴れ合いで 馬鹿みたいに笑って
「あたしたち親友だよね？」
「辛い事相談してよ？」
孤独に一人で笑う声 聞こえた

ねぇもしも鏡の向こう側 全てが逆の星があるなら
そこにはもう一人私がいるわ
鏡に映った私を見て 彼女はにっこりと笑う
そして心の中でこう思ってるの
「生きる価値の無い奴はとっとと死ね」

ああ眩しい眩しい眩しいあなた 命は平等じゃないね
そっちは本当に幸せそうで 結局こっちと同じね
ああ汚い汚い汚い世界 今すぐ消してしまいたい
誕生日ケーキのろうそくみたいに
「ふっ」と消したい

「頑張れ」？ 「負けるな」？ 「諦めちゃダメだよ」？
違う、そうじゃない
願いは単純明快 将来の私が
どうか自殺しませんように

ああ綺麗な綺麗な綺麗な花火 命は平等じゃないね
世界が汚れて見える時 汚れてるのは私の目
ああ愚かな愚かな愚かな私 今すぐ消えてしまいたい
最後に残した線香花火みたいに
「ぱっ」と咲いて 「じっ」と耐えて 「ふっ」と消えたい

Your Life Isn't Equal

I've no goals or dreams, my ambitions amount to nothing more than a stable retirement;
I've no hobbies - if anything, my hobby is youth?
“I just had a bit of bad luck,”
“I just didn't have enough time,”
I find myself saying all the time.

“I'm not going to become a cog in the machine, I want to do something only I can do,”
My ideals are always so grand,
Yet I'm terrified of anyone saying anything to me- I can't even handle anonymous opinions.
And I look down on those who live their lives seriously.
Why am I so worthless?

Oh, how worthless, worthless, worthless I am. Our lives aren't equal.
If I were to disappear, no one would weep for me.
Oh, how ugly, ugly, ugly my life is! I want it to end now.
Like powdery snow falling in the wrong season,
I just want to vanish in a puff of smoke.

What is a friend anyway? We put on a false front,
Laughing inanely as we engage in the most inane of intimacies.
“We're best friends, right?”
“You can tell me anything, you know?”
I laugh, alone and lonely, at the sound of that.

Hey, if on the other side of the mirror, an alternate world exists,
There's another me, over there.
The me in the mirror looks at me, and smiles.
And she thinks this, right here in her heart:
“Worthless people like you should just go and die.”

Oh, how brilliant, brilliant, brilliant you are! Our lives aren't equal.
You're truly happy, over there. In the end, we're not so different, you and I.
Oh, how foul, foul, foul this world is! I want it to end now.
Like the candles on a birthday cake,
I just want to vanish in a puff of smoke.

“Try your best”? “Don't give up”? “Never say die”?
That's not it at all.
My wish is simple, my fervent prayer,
That the me in the future will not kill herself.

Oh, how beautiful, beautiful, beautiful fireworks you are. Our lives aren't equal.
When the world looks filthy to me, it's my own eyes that are dirty.
Oh, how foolish, foolish, foolish I am. I want it to end now.
Like the last sparkler of the summer,
I want to flare up for a moment, then burn out in an instant.