Paroles et traduction Dok2 feat. Ann One - ENDXIETY

ENDXIETY

스틸녹스 하나
또 이름 모를 색 하나 없인
잠은 아예 잘 못 자
가끔 숨을 쉬는 것 조차 힘이 들어
보이기엔 평범하지 참 no probs
근데 머리 안이 그냥 복잡 아니 고장

모자를 푹 눌러써도 혼란스러운 기분
미운 사람 하나 없이 항상 맘 가득한 미움
쉬운 일들도 더 자꾸 어렵게 번지는
병 키운 내 잘못 혹은 현실에 발목

알몸으로 나온듯해 꾸며도
딱히 예외란 없지 단잠 꿈에도
수많은 사람 채운 무대도
It feels so empty
But I gotta do it though

나도 생각 없고 싶어
마냥 멀쩡하고 싶어
술이 취한 것 같지 but
I dont drink no liquor
Shit keep gettin' deeper
아름다움이 안 이뻐 보여
내 몸, 맘 갈등이 깊어

깊어 깊어 깊어
깊어 깊어 깊어
갈등이 깊어 깊어 깊어
깊어 깊어 깊어

Baby we should get away
Go cruise down PCH
Get wavy with the palm trees
We should go crazy
Live for today, yeah

Get away, get away
We should just get away, get away
We should just get away, get away
We should just get away, get away

어젠 소리치고 많이 울었대
근데 기억이 난 나지 않아
내 머릿속 내가 생각하는 나이지 않아
공황이 내 가족이라면 젤 맏이 아마
바지 가락 잡는 오한
아직 남아있는 여파인지
평생 이 상태로 계속 고통 속에 살지 않길 바랄 뿐이지

사람을 만나는 자리가 극도로 꺼려져 무서워졌어
뒤돌아 서면 또 정색을 하는 이 세상에 혼자만 웃기가 두려워졌어
환한게 부담만스러워 어서 내 자리에 불들은 꺼둬
아프지 않은 저 무리속 사람들 마냥 다 부러워졌어

Man, I thought it was just a glimpse
내가 미친 건지 미친 삶에 내가 지친 건지
내가 아프다니 아무도 안 믿지
저기 미안하지만 다 믿는 척은 해도 느낄 수가 없지

Fuck this anxiety
They fucked up my party
Like highly addictive pills
Depression anger and ills
You will never know how it feels
For real and for real

누군 불치병이래
구글에도 안 나오는 원인에
이 노랠 만드는게 나의 유일한 큰 치료
다 믿고 싶지 않아 하네
지인들과 부모님도 when the wind blows

I hope it goes away with the dust
Everything is possible
In Buddha I trust
Gotta stay positive, peace

Baby, we only have one life to live
You know you shouldn't waste it
Feeling suffocated
I know you gotta make your paper
Just remember time won't wait for you
Before you get any deeper
Deeper, yeah

ENDXIETY

One more steel nox
Without another unnamed color
I can't sleep at all
Sometimes it's hard to even breathe
It looks normal, no problems
But my mind is just complicated, not broken

Even if I pull my hat down, I feel confused
Not a single hater, hatred always fills my heart
Easy things get harder and harder
My fault for getting sick, or my reality is holding me back

I feel like I came out naked, no matter how I dress up
There is no exception, not even in my dreams
A stage filled with so many people
It feels so empty
But I gotta do it though

I want to think without thinking
I just want to be normal
I feel like I'm drunk, but
I don't drink no liquor
Shit keeps gettin' deeper
Beauty doesn't look beautiful
My body and mind are in conflict

Deeper deeper deeper
Deeper deeper deeper
The conflict gets deeper deeper deeper
Deeper deeper deeper

Baby we should get away
Go cruise down PCH
Get wavy with the palm trees
We should go crazy
Live for today, yeah

Get away, get away
We should just get away, get away
We should just get away, get away
We should just get away, get away

I heard I screamed and cried a lot yesterday
But I don't remember
My mind is not my age
If panic is my family, it must be the eldest
My pants are shaking
Is it still the aftershock?
I just hope I don't live in pain like this for the rest of my life

I'm scared to meet people
I'm afraid that I'll turn around and smile alone in this world that pretends
Happiness is a burden, please turn off the lights
I envy the people who are not in pain

Man, I thought it was just a glimpse
Am I crazy, or am I tired of this crazy life?
Nobody believes I'm sick
I'm sorry, but even if you believe it, you can't feel it

Fuck this anxiety
They fucked up my party
Like highly addictive pills
Depression anger and ills
You will never know how it feels
For real and for real

Someone said it's incurable
For the cause that doesn't appear on Google
Making this song is my only big cure
I don't want to believe it
My friends and parents too when the wind blows

I hope it goes away with the dust
Everything is possible
In Buddha I trust
Gotta stay positive, peace

Baby, we only have one life to live
You know you shouldn't waste it
Feeling suffocated
I know you gotta make your paper
Just remember time won't wait for you
Before you get any deeper
Deeper, yeah