Paroles et traduction ED - Vice

Vice

Daha çok küçükken başladı dertlerim
üstüme geldi ve kaçmadım herkesi
Iyi birisi sandım aklıma gelmedi
Kötü oldukları katlanıp herşeyi
İçime atınca inat yapıp bekledim
Nedeni yoktu tabi sapıtmıştım
Güvenememeyi bana babam alıstırdı
Bende gidipte anama sarılmıştım
Anlatıyım size neden bu denli sevgiyle bu aşkla denize bağlıyım
Yerine farklı kız koyamadım asla bikaç kez denedim gerizekalıyım
Ki benim el attıgım her şeyde biraz sen vardın bana çekilen aşkın
ızdırabı kaldı şimdi dinle bunu ve anla benide yak deliren aklımı
8.Sınıfa başladım sınıfta Deniz adında bi kız vardı
İlk görüşte hoşlandım, sevdim vede bi hayli kıskandım
Ben cesaret dolu bi cocuktum oysa ki onu görene kadar
Ayıkmazdım iyice hırslandım gidip duygularımı önüne
Sericektim yadırgandım
Bi gün bi dostum dediki öyle kuru kuru olmaz gidip hediye falan ver
Hediye falan dertti bana param yok daha kücügümde
Ileriye bakan derdiki bu çocuk hırslı
Istedigini alır uğraşır yani dişe diştir
Madem öyle hediye lazım para bulmak için gidip bir işe girdim
Bir cuma günü tam işimi bitirdim kapıdan içeriye Deniz girdi
Beni sevindirdi fakat o başka bi sebepten ötürü gelmiş
Gerilmiştim onada neden burdasın dedigimde güldü
Sonra dediki can babam nerde?
Ben kafam yerde bi şekil içeri gittim utandım dedimki sabah gelmez o.
Ona hediye alıcağım paranın babasından cıkması garip olaydı
Hani kolaydı lan aşk meşk işleri sürekli acı çekip panik olandım
Ama o gün bi cesaret patladı volta
Atar gibi bi ileri bi geri gidiyodum
Hediye ve çiçekle karşısına geçtim ve sonunda dedim ki seni seviyorum
En güvendiği çalışanı bendim söyledim kızını sevdiğimi
Vede ona hediyeler almak için çalışıpta onca çaba gösterdiğimi
Anlamıştı zaten ve dediki bana anlıyorum bu konuda ki netligini
Bende teşekkür ettim kızınızı bana emanet ettiginiz için
Bunun üzerine bi kaç hafta geçti ben grip oldum (öh) hastalandım
Meraklanan kız arkadaşım dediki bi doktora gidelim ilaç yazar sırf
üzülmesin diyede gitmiştim peşinden inat yapar hırs yapar kaçardım
Hastane ortamlarından sonrada saçmalardık
Ama 2 gün sonrada şehirdışına çıkması gerekiyodu tüm ailesiyle
Ben hastaydım hala gitme dedim, olmaz dedi ve feda edince
Ben tüm cümlelerimi gitmemesi için tamam lan gitmicem dedi
Ki bizde kalcaktı 4′te çalan bir telefon tüm gecemizi berbat edince
Tabi şaşırdım hatta polis vardı dediki "Evladım sen kimsin"'
"Ben denizin erkek arkadaşıyım gecenin bu saatinde sen kimsin?
"Beni iyi dinle bi bak şimdi" dedi ve sözüne gerilerek devam etti
Seferisarda bi trafik kazası sonucu o kızın ailesi vefat etti dedi
(Laaan)
Hay amına koyim Deniz uyuyodu, bi bilsen kendimi çok zor
Tutuyodum ona nasıl anlatıcağımıda kuruyodum kafamda
Deniz uyandı vede söyledim ağlama cığlıklarınıda duyuyodum
Bu nası bi hayat dersi lan şans her defada kaderin ağlarını
üstüme atıpta hayatımın amına koyuyodu
Ailesi yoktu artık onun ama benden başka ben herşeyiydim
Bi yandan acı verip biyandan mutluluktu buda bana gerçeğin hiç
Değişmiceğini sanıp er geç insiyatif kullanmakta bi dert değildi
Tabi hayatımızın sonuna kadar beraberiz dedikte nerdeyiz biz
Olgunlaştım geliştim, okulu bırakıp bi işe girdim
Çünkü biz evlenicez lan demiştik O dönem
Türkiyenin coğrafyasındanda daha cok denize sahiptim
Onun sade 4te 3′ü denizle kaplı, benim hertarafım denizdi
(Benim hertarafım denizdi laan)
2 Sene geçti bizde kalıyoduk bi sıkıntımızda yoktu çok şükür
Annesi ve babası gibiydim her zaman yanındayımda çok küçük
Yaşta vefat edince kaybetti herşeyi o mutluyken bile gözleri dolu
Babamdan görmedigim baba şevkatini denize gösteriyodum
Ben işe giderdim o yemek yapardı, evdede sürekli
Sebep arardık sarılmak için vede eve geç kalma erkenden gel
Sen hep tamam mı diyince tabi beni bu mutlu ediyodu
Yeni imkanlar yaratıyodum beni görmek için evde can atıyodu
Kalbi küçük sade ben sığabiliyodum
3.senemizdi bi gece yorgun argın döndüm eve ve keyif yoktu
Kapıyı çaldım annem açtı boşuna arama dedi ve evde deniz yoktu
Bende merak edipte sordum nerde bu kız evde iyice köpürmüstüm
Deniz'in öz abisi gelipte kızı İstanbul'lara götürmüştü.
2 Ay geçti haber aldığım anda valizimi toplayıp İstanbul′a
Gittim abisi hergün dövüpte soruyormuş kıza "Kim lan bu Can?"
Ve insaf duyanda yoktu denize bide artık güvenmek ah ne kadar
Zor geliyodur onun için bide abisi ayarlamış kıza üvey anne baba
Sabrım kalmadı artık yeter dedim Deniz′le İzmire kaçtık
Gizli felandı yinede olsun beraberdik kilitli kalan
Korkularada sahiptik fakat amacımız hiç bi zaman kötü değildi
Bizi canlı halde ayıramazlardı da kader toprağa bi ölüme zincir vurdu.
4-5 ay evden çıkmadımk aslına bakarsan baya bi sapıttık.
Cünkü tedirgindim abisi gelir diye denizi kacırdım
Olucak gibi değil bulamıyodum onu lan aklımı iyicene kaçırdım
Hastanelerde yattım onca ay ve kimseler demedi ki hiç "Nasılsın?"
Ben hâlâ daha bulamadım seni İstanbul seni aldı benden
Bi yardım elvermez tanrım heryerde dertler elzemse sırıtma
Ben korsanlar kadar çaresizim vede bi o kadarda tutsağım hâlâ
Sen daha gönlümde yaşayan özgür bir
Deniz kızıysan
Yağmur ve rügarınların nedeni yok
Dünya ellerimde kalbinden uzak olabilirim ama
Bu aşkı engellemez.
Yağmur ve rügarınların nedeni yok
Dünya ellerimde kalbinden uzak olabilirim ama
Bu aşkı engellemez.

Vice

My troubles began when I was very young,
everyone came at me, and I didn't run.
I thought they were good, it never crossed my mind,
that they were bad, enduring everything.
When I bottled it up, I stubbornly waited,
there was no reason, of course, I was delusional.
My father taught me not to trust,
so I went and clung to my mother.
Let me tell you why I am so connected to the sea with this love, with this passion,
I could never replace you with a different girl, I tried a few times, I'm an idiot.
And in everything I touched, there was a little bit of you, the love that was drawn to me,
the torment of it remains, now listen to this and understand, burn me too, my maddened mind.
I started 8th grade, there was a girl named Deniz in the class,
I liked her at first sight, I loved her, and I was quite jealous.
I was a courageous boy until I saw her,
I wouldn't sober up, I got ambitious, I would go and lay my feelings in front of her,
I would be judged.
One day a friend of mine said it wouldn't work out so dry, go and give her a gift or something,
Gifts and stuff were a problem for me, I didn't have any money, and I was still young.
He used to say that this kid was ambitious, looking ahead,
he would get what he wanted, he would work hard, so he was persistent.
So, since I needed a gift, I went and got a job to find money,
One Friday, I just finished my work, Deniz walked in through the door.
It made me happy, but she had come for another reason,
I was nervous, and when I asked her why she was here, she laughed.
Then she said, "Where's my dad, Can?"
My head down, I went inside somehow, embarrassed, I said, "He won't come in the morning."
It would have been strange for the money to come from her father to buy her a gift,
Love affairs were easy, man, I was always suffering and panicking.
But that day, a courage exploded, a volta,
I was going back and forth like I was taking a walk,
I stood in front of her with a gift and flowers, and finally I said, "I love you."
I was his most trusted employee, I told him I loved his daughter,
and that I had worked and put in so much effort to buy her gifts,
He already understood, and he said to me, "I understand your clarity on this matter."
I also thanked him for entrusting your daughter to me,
A few weeks after that, I got the flu (cough), I got sick,
My worried girlfriend said, "Let's go to a doctor, he'll prescribe some medicine," just
so she wouldn't be sad, I went after her, I would be stubborn, ambitious, and run away
from hospital environments, and then we would talk nonsense,
but 2 days later, she had to go out of town with her whole family,
I was still sick, I said, "Don't go," she said, "I can't," and when she sacrificed,
all my sentences for her not to go, she said, "Okay, I won't go,"
and she was going to stay with us, a phone call at 4 ruined our whole night,
of course I was surprised, there was even a cop, he said, "Son, who are you?"
"I'm Deniz's boyfriend, who are you at this hour of the night?
"Listen to me carefully," he said, and continued nervously,
he said that the girl's family had died in a traffic accident in Seferihisar.
(Damn)
Fuck, Deniz was sleeping, you know, I was having a hard time
holding myself together, I was trying to figure out how to tell her,
Deniz woke up and I told her, I could hear her crying and screaming,
what kind of life lesson is this, man, luck every time, fate's nets
thrown over me, fucking up my life,
she didn't have a family anymore, but I was everything to her,
it was both pain and happiness, this was the truth to me, never
changing, I thought, taking initiative sooner or later was no problem,
of course we said we would be together until the end of our lives, but where are we,
I matured, I developed, I left school and got a job,
because we said we were going to get married, man, back then,
I had more sea than the geography of Turkey,
only 3/4 of it is covered by sea, I was surrounded by sea,
(I was surrounded by sea, man)
2 years passed, we were staying with her, we had no problems, thank God,
I was like her mother and father, always by her side, too young
when she died, she lost everything, even when she was happy, her eyes were full,
I showed Deniz the fatherly affection I didn't see from my father,
I would go to work, she would cook, and at home we would constantly
look for reasons to hug, and come home early, don't be late,
when you always said, "Okay," of course it made me happy,
I was creating new opportunities, she was dying to see me at home,
her heart was small, only I could fit,
it was our 3rd year, I came home one night tired and worn out, and there was no joy,
I knocked on the door, my mom opened it, she said, "Don't bother looking," and Deniz wasn't home,
I was curious and asked, "Where is this girl?" I was getting really angry at home,
Deniz's older brother had come and taken her to Istanbul.
2 months passed, the moment I heard from her, I packed my bags and went to Istanbul,
her brother would beat her up every day and ask, "Who the hell is this Can?"
and there was no mercy, and for Deniz, to trust again, oh how
difficult it must be for her, and her brother had also arranged a stepmother and stepfather for the girl,
I lost my patience, I said enough is enough, we ran away to Izmir with Deniz,
it was a secret, but at least we were together, locked up
we also had fears, but our purpose was never bad,
they couldn't separate us alive, but fate chained a death to the earth.
I didn't leave the house for 4-5 months, actually, we went a little crazy,
because I was worried her brother would come, I kidnapped Deniz,
it wasn't going to happen, I couldn't find her, man, I really lost my mind,
I stayed in hospitals for months, and no one ever said, "How are you?"
I still haven't found you, Istanbul took you from me,
God doesn't lend a helping hand, if troubles are everywhere, don't grin,
I'm as helpless as pirates, and just as much a prisoner still,
you're still a free
mermaid living in my heart,
there's no reason for the rain and storms,
the world is in my hands, I may be far from your heart, but
this love cannot be stopped.
There's no reason for the rain and storms,
the world is in my hands, I may be far from your heart, but
this love cannot be stopped.