Paroles et traduction Gee feat. SicknessMP - Overthinking

Overthinking

Yo, Gee
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Kenapa gue selalu mikirin pendapat orang
Selalu negative thinking, selalu merasa kurang
Selalu berfikir orang lain akan menghakimi
Overthinking selalu merusak jiwa ini

Kutatap wajah di kaca tak bisa kukenali
Air dingin memancar, kurasa dengan jemari
Pikiranku menari di antara banyak masalah
Ingin aku menangis, tapi hati kapalan

Gelengkan kepala tatap baik baik bayangan
Genggam erat tekad dan pegang bagai layangan
Sayangnya sehebat apapun kucoba tuk kuat
Gelas aku sudah penuh tak bisa kutuang

Ambil pena tulis sajak mulai muhasabah rap
Lenganku banyak baret, tidak kurasa aneh
Bekas luka permanen, bagian diriku
Momen paling sedih kuiris lengan kiriku

Bukannya ku tak beriman atau nolak karunia
Depresi saat usia dini, aku manusia
Ingin kutinggal dunia, sakit tak terasa
Tak ada cara lain ku hanya bisa pasrah
Ku hanya bisa pasrah
Ku hanya bisa pasrah
Ku hanya bisa pasrah
Ku hanya bisa pasrah
Overthinking
Ku hanya bisa pasrah

Kenapa gue selalu mikirin pendapat orang
Selalu negative thinking, selalu merasa kurang
Selalu berfikir orang lain akan menghakimi
Overthinking selalu merusak jiwa ini

Kenapa gue selalu mikirin pendapat orang
Selalu negative thinking, selalu merasa kurang
Selalu berfikir orang lain akan menghakimi
Overthinking selalu merusak jiwa ini

Overthinking, lo pasti ngerti lah
Tiap malem overthinking
Insomnia dan lain lain
Fucked up shit man

Aku punya trust issue terhadap teman teman
Meskipun senang senang mana bisa ku tenang
Kamar ditinggal sebentar laciku dibuka buka
Dia baca diary-ku secara suka suka
Umbar rahasiaku, buat aku tutup muka
Ungkit saja semua luka lama silahkan buka
Semua tai kucing yang pernah kamu lakukan
Jangan kau protes jika di sini ku keluhkan

Meski kau minta maaf mana bisa aku lupa
Waspada terhadapmu sepanjang kehidupan
Berapa tahun kita tinggal dalam satu kandang
Perkumpulan domba begitu yang kupandang

Jadi sebelum cabut ingin kubilang satu saja
Percayaku kepadamu tak bisa berlaku panjang
Sebelum cabut ingin kubilang satu saja
Percayaku kepadamu tak bisa berlaku Panjang

Kenapa gue selalu mikirin pendapat orang
Selalu negative thinking, selalu merasa kurang
Selalu berfikir orang lain akan menghakimi
Overthinking selalu merusak jiwa ini

Kenapa gue selalu mikirin pendapat orang
Selalu negative thinking, selalu merasa kurang
Selalu berfikir orang lain akan menghakimi
Overthinking selalu merusak jiwa ini

Overthinking

Yo, Gee
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Why do I always care about what people think
Always negative thinking, always feeling inadequate
Always thinking others are judging me
Overthinking is always destroying my soul

I stare at my face in the mirror, I can’t recognize myself
Cold water flows, I feel it with my fingers
My mind is dancing among many problems
I want to cry, but my heart has hardened

Shake my head, look closely at the reflection
Grip my determination tightly and hold it like a kite
Unfortunately, no matter how hard I try to be strong
My glass is already full, I can't pour anymore

Take a pen, write a poem, start rapping introspection
My arm has many scratches, I don't find it strange
Permanent scars, a part of me
The saddest moment, I cut my left arm

It’s not that I don’t have faith or reject blessings
Depression at an early age, I'm human
I want to leave the world, the pain doesn’t matter
There's no other way, I can only surrender
I can only surrender
I can only surrender
I can only surrender
I can only surrender
Overthinking
I can only surrender

Why do I always care about what people think
Always negative thinking, always feeling inadequate
Always thinking others are judging me
Overthinking is always destroying my soul

Why do I always care about what people think
Always negative thinking, always feeling inadequate
Always thinking others are judging me
Overthinking is always destroying my soul

Overthinking, you must understand
Overthinking every night
Insomnia and so on
Fucked up shit, man

I have trust issues with my friends
Even though we have fun, how can I be at peace
I leave the room for a moment, my drawer is opened up
He reads my diary as he pleases
Exposing my secrets, making me hide my face
Bring up all the old wounds, feel free to open them
All the cat shit you’ve ever done
Don’t you protest if I complain about it here

Even if you apologize, how can I forget
Be wary of you throughout my life
How many years have we lived in the same cage
That’s how I see the gathering of sheep

So before I leave, I just want to say one thing
My trust in you cannot last long
Before I leave, I just want to say one thing
My trust in you cannot last long

Why do I always care about what people think
Always negative thinking, always feeling inadequate
Always thinking others are judging me
Overthinking is always destroying my soul

Why do I always care about what people think
Always negative thinking, always feeling inadequate
Always thinking others are judging me
Overthinking is always destroying my soul