Paroles et traduction HANA - 為難自己

為難自己

初見一面 再多見一面 鋪好了伏線
恨我才動心 剛想發展
先記起戀愛裡劇透很普遍
挨近一點 再挨近一點 快沾濕唇邊
臨崖勒馬 望雷擊一瞬擦肩
彷彿預警 再愛下去極危險

為難自己 不清不楚 怎麼說好
為難人家 不東不西 如此難做
明明是愛慕 暗示已到警報程度
想飛上天 偏偏卻畏高

為難大家 拖拖拉拉 困在重重白霧
誠惶誠恐 假使錯過 如何上訴
無奈際遇弄人 多擺出圈套
傷口剛結疤 如再裂開多恐怖

的確想念 我的確想念 很想再遇見
恨我呆在家 忐忑半天
收到他短訊 我沒法可入眠
戀愛不便 而做成不便 也不想瞞騙
明明料到結局始終會上演
不想又傷透 聽候往事如煙

為難自己 不清不楚 怎麼說好
為難人家 不東不西 如此難做
明明是愛慕 暗示已到警報程度
想飛上天 偏偏卻畏高

為難大家 拖拖拉拉 困在重重白霧
誠惶誠恐 假使錯過 如何上訴
無奈際遇弄人 多擺出圈套
傷口剛結疤 如再裂開多恐怖

明明獨自活下去多好
怎可晚節不保

為難自己 不清不楚 怎麼算好
為難人家 不東不西 被逼停步
明明是愛慕 是盲的都可見到
話在喉中 很想痛快傾倒

然而還是怕 即使今天得到世界祝禱
仍然難保 分手結尾
猶如上次一樣殘酷
如上天睜開雙眼 偏偏視若無睹
寧願就此得不到
惟有像友好般擁抱

Make Things Difficult for Myself

After meeting once, and again, everything was set up
I regretted falling in love right when I wanted to develop our relationship
But remembered that drama is common in relationships
Getting closer and closer, almost kissing
But stopped right before it happened, avoiding a disaster
As if it was a warning, loving again could be dangerous

Making things difficult for myself, it's unclear and confusing, I don't know what to say
Making things difficult for you, it's neither here nor there, it's hard to do
It's obvious I admire you, the signs are flashing warnings
I want to fly, but I'm afraid of heights

Making things difficult for everyone, dragging it along, stuck in a white fog
Scared, if I miss out, how can I appeal?
Unfortunate situation, setting up obstacles
The wound just barely healed, if it opens up again, it'll be terrifying

I do miss you, I really do, I want to see you again
I regret staying home, hesitating for half a day
When I got his message, I couldn't sleep
Love is inconvenient, and I don't want to lie
I predicted the ending from the start
I don't want to get hurt again, I'll just let go of the past

Making things difficult for myself, it's unclear and confusing, I don't know what to say
Making things difficult for you, it's neither here nor there, it's hard to do
It's obvious I admire you, the signs are flashing warnings
I want to fly, but I'm afraid of heights

Making things difficult for everyone, dragging it along, stuck in a white fog
Scared, if I miss out, how can I appeal?
Unfortunate situation, setting up obstacles
The wound just barely healed, if it opens up again, it'll be terrifying

It's so much better to live alone
Don't mess it up now

Making things difficult for myself, it's unclear and confusing, what's the right thing to do?
Making things difficult for you, it's neither here nor there, I have to stop
It's obvious I admire you, even a blind person can see it
The words are stuck in my throat, I want to say them all at once

But I'm still scared, even if I get the world's blessing today
It's no guarantee we won't break up
Just like last time, it was just as awful
It's as if heaven is blind
I'd rather not get what I want now
I'll just hug you like a friend