Paroles et traduction HANA菊梓喬 - 為難自己

為難自己

初見一面 再多見一面 鋪好了伏線
恨我才動心 剛想發展
先記起戀愛裡劇透很普遍
挨近一點 再挨近一點 快沾濕唇邊
臨崖勒馬 望雷擊一瞬擦肩
彷彿預警 再愛下去極危險
為難自己 不清不楚 怎麼說好
為難人家 不東不西 如此難做
明明是愛慕 暗示已到警報程度
想飛上天 偏偏卻畏高
為難大家 拖拖拉拉 困在重重白霧
誠惶誠恐 假使錯過 如何上訴
無奈際遇弄人 多擺出圈套
傷口剛結疤 如再裂開多恐怖
的確想念 我的確想念 很想再遇見
恨我呆在家 忐忑半天
收到他短訊 我沒法可入眠
戀愛不便 而做成不便 也不想瞞騙
明明料到結局始終會上演
不想又傷透 聽候往事如煙
為難自己 不清不楚 怎麼說好
為難人家 不東不西 如此難做
明明是愛慕 暗示已到警報程度
想飛上天 偏偏卻畏高
為難大家 拖拖拉拉 困在重重白霧
誠惶誠恐 假使錯過 如何上訴
無奈際遇弄人 多擺出圈套
傷口剛結疤 如再裂開多恐怖
明明獨自活下去多好 怎可晚節不保
為難自己 不清不楚 怎麼算好
為難人家 不東不西 被逼停步
明明是愛慕 是盲的都可見到
話在喉中 很想痛快傾倒
然而還是怕 即使今天得到世界祝禱
仍然難保 分手結尾
猶如上次一樣殘酷
如上天睜開雙眼 偏偏視若無睹
寧願就此得不到
惟有像友好般擁抱

Making Things Hard for Myself

We met at first sight, a second time, the groundwork was laid
I only felt moved by you, just when I thought things were progressing
I suddenly remembered that spoilers are common in love
I moved a little closer, then a little closer, almost kissing
I pulled back at the edge of the cliff, watching the lightning strike as we brushed shoulders
As if it were a warning, that loving you further would be extremely dangerous
Making things hard for myself, unclear, what should I say?
Making things hard for you, neither this nor that, it's so difficult
It's clear that I adore you, the warning signs are flashing
I want to fly to the heavens, but I'm afraid of heights
Making things hard for everyone, dragging it out, lost in a thick fog
I'm terrified, what if I miss my chance, how can I appeal?
Helpless in the face of fate, laying out so many traps
My wounds had just begun to heal, it would be terrifying if they reopened
I really do miss you, I really do miss you, I really want to see you again
I hate that I'm sitting at home, worrying for hours
When I received his text message, I couldn't sleep
It's inconvenient to love, causing inconvenience, but I don't want to lie
I knew from the start that this would be the ending
I don't want to get hurt again, let bygones be bygones
Making things hard for myself, unclear, what should I say?
Making things hard for you, neither this nor that, it's so difficult
It's clear that I adore you, the warning signs are flashing
I want to fly to the heavens, but I'm afraid of heights
Making things hard for everyone, dragging it out, lost in a thick fog
I'm terrified, what if I miss my chance, how can I appeal?
Helpless in the face of fate, laying out so many traps
My wounds had just begun to heal, it would be terrifying if they reopened
It would be better to live alone than to lose my dignity
Making things hard for myself, unclear, how can I be sure?
Making things hard for you, neither this nor that, forced to stop
It's clear that I adore you, even a blind person can see it
The words are stuck in my throat, I want to pour them out
But I'm still afraid, even if I receive the world's blessings today
It's still no guarantee that we won't end up breaking up
Just like last time, it was so cruel
As if heaven had opened its eyes, but chose to ignore me
I'd rather not have it at all
I can only embrace you as a friend