Paroles et traduction HEIZE - Swallowing Tears

Swallowing Tears

가지려고 가지려고
가져보려고
무던히 원하고 바랬죠
잠시라도 그대 곁에
있는 동안엔
모른 척 내 것이라 믿었죠
웃는 그대 얼굴을
한참 못 본 후에야
알았죠 더는 어려운 일인 걸
갖지 못한
그대 마음이
못내 서러웠지만
보내야 했죠
사랑이란 못된 이유로
그대 맘을 잡기엔
너무 늦어버린 걸
알죠
잊으려고 잊으려고
잊어보려고
여전히 입술을 깨물죠
하루라도 그대 없이
살아보려고
아닌 척 웃어보기도 하죠
어떡하죠 내 맘이
내 맘 같지 않아서
눈이 시리도록 보고 싶은데
바보 같은
나는 이래요
사랑했던 순간만
기억해 내고
내 마음도 그대 마음도
모두 잃어버린 채
아파하네요
눈물도
기다려보겠단 말도
보일 수 없던 나를 모르죠
변해버린 건 그댄데
왜 내가 미안할까요
갖지 못한 그대 마음이
못내 서러웠지만
보내야죠
사랑이란 못된 이유로
그대 맘을 잡기엔
너무 늦어버린 걸
알죠

Swallowing Tears

I tried so hard, so hard
To have you
I desperately wished and hoped for it
Even for a short while, by your side
While I was there
I pretended, I believed you were mine
After not seeing your smiling face
For a long time
I realized it was no longer possible
Your heart that I couldn't have
It made me so sad
But I had to let you go
I had to let you go
For the cruel reason of love
To hold onto your heart
It was too late
I know
I try to forget, try to forget
Try to forget you
I still bite my lip
Even for a day, without you
Trying to live
I pretend to smile
What should I do? My heart
Isn't listening to me
I miss you so much it makes my eyes sting
Foolish me
This is how I am
Remembering only the moments we loved
And recalling them
Both my heart and yours
Having lost them both
I'm hurting
Even tears
Even the words "I'll wait for you"
You don't know the me that couldn't be seen
It's you who changed
But why do I feel sorry?
Your heart that I couldn't have
It made me so sad
But I have to let you go
For the cruel reason of love
To hold onto your heart
It was too late
I know