Paroles et traduction HISATOMI - Lost

Lost

バイト上がりに
読んだメールの中身
それは君からの別れ話
いきなりでくらったよかなり
さよならの文字に戸惑うばかり
なぜ？その訳聞きたくて
ただ君に会いたくて
無我夢中で家まで走った
そこに君の姿はなかった
無理して借りた南の1DK
勢いのままで同棲生活
2人で過ごせるだけで贅沢
帰りが遅くても待っててくれた
とびきりの笑顔と料理で
うまくやってた似た者同士で
それが一体どうして？
大切な大切な物を失って
大切な大切な事に気づいた
少し広くなった部屋
心安らげる場所だったのは
君のやさしさがそこに
溢れていたから
あれから少しの時があって
考えた君の身になって
ちっともわかってなかった
女の20代がどんだけ重大かって
妻になってママになって
幸せ掴んでいく周りの中で
君は俺の追いかける
ただ身勝手な夢に付き合って
信じてるけれどいつになる？
最後まで口にしなかった本音
そっとその胸にしまい込んで
それに気づいてやれなかった
ずっと前だけ向いて走ってた
横に目をやれば
1人泣いてた君に
気づけたはずなのに
大切な大切な物を失って
大切な大切な事に気づいた
今に見とけばかりで
不安も拭ってやれてないなら
1人よがりの夢なんだってこと
男なんや湿っぽい話はなし
仲間うちじゃもう笑い話
女は星の数ほどいるし
なんて慰め聞きながら飲み明かし
はたからみりゃただの憂さ晴らし
過ぎたことと自分に
言い聞かし隠した
悲しみに震えてる魂
大切な人養える力
社会のいう真っ当な生き方
そんな生き方に変えたなら
君はまだ俺のそばにいたか?
すれ違ってった人生の歩み方
思い知った自分のうがいなさ
君のいない部屋で
また明ける朝
見つめ直す自分の生き様
大切な大切な物を失って
大切な大切な事に気づいた
ずっと叶えたかった想いは
もう2度と叶わない
追いかけてた夢の中では
いつも大切な君が
一緒だったから

Lost

After work
I read the email
It was a breakup letter from you
It came out of nowhere, I was really shocked
I was confused by the word "goodbye"
Why? I wanted to ask you why
I just wanted to see you
I ran home desperately
But you weren't there
The small 1DK apartment in the south that I borrowed無理して
We started living together on impulse
It was a luxury just to be able to spend time together
Even if I came home late, you waited for me
With a big smile and delicious food
We were getting along well, we were similar
So what happened?
After losing something so precious to me
I realized something very precious
The room that had become a little bigger
It was a place where I could find peace of mind
Because your kindness was there
It was overflowing
After that, a little time passed
I thought about you
I didn't understand at all
How important a woman's 20s are
Becoming a wife and a mother
Everyone around me was becoming happy
You were following me
Just following my selfish dreams
I believe in you, but when will it happen?
You never said what was really on your mind
You kept it locked away in your heart
I didn't realize it
I was always looking ahead
If I had looked to the side
I would have noticed you crying alone
I should have noticed
After losing something so precious to me
I realized something very precious
I only said, "Just you wait"
If I couldn't even relieve your anxiety
Then it was just a selfish dream
Men don't like talking about emotional stuff
It's a joke among my friends
There are countless women out there
I listened to those comforting words and drank until I passed out
To others, it was just me drowning my sorrows
About what had happened and about myself
I told myself
I hid my trembling soul from sadness
The ability to support the people I care about
The proper way to live as defined by society
If I had changed my life that way
Would you still be by my side?
Our lives took different paths
I realized how selfish I had been
In my empty apartment
Another morning came
I looked back on my life
After losing something so precious to me
I realized something very precious
The dream that I always wanted to fulfill
Will never come true again
In the dream that I was chasing
You, who were so precious to me
Were always there