Paroles et traduction Hev Abi - Balisa

Balisa

Alam ko na ako ang dahilan
Kung bakit di gumana tayong dalawa
Malala ako mag isip parang tanga lang
Kahit di naman dapat laging may kaba't
Natutuliro, hirap kana na maintindihan
Kung ano ano ang tumatakbo saking isipan
Hindi ko rin naman to gusto kung kaya ko lang
Ay hindi ako mag dadalawang isip pigilan
Kaso ang dami kong kalaban sa loob lumalamig
Na ang damdamin ko lam mo bang gusto ko na bumalik
Saking sarili antagal ko ng naliligaw kaso di mo ko matulungan
Oh di mo ko matulungan kaya

Pasensya kana kung palagi nalang ako nababalisa
Kahit na andyan ka palagi
Sa likuran ko't nakahanda kung sakali na magiba
Ko ang sarili ko
Napagdamutan ba kita ng pagmamahal?
Lam kong di nararapat sayo to maghanap ka na ng iba
Oh maganda naman na ang mga napag daanan natin
Kaso wasak pa ang sarili ko

Mas gusto ko pa na magalit ka sakin
Kesa mabalitaan kong naliligaw ka rin
Tanim mo nalang ng sama ng loob at manalamin
Kung mahapdi gamutin, mag kumot kung malamig
Kung sakin pa naka tingin wag ka mag papa-daig
Wag mo nako lingunin pangako bibiguin
Lang kita di ka makakasandal sakin la ring sakin na alalay
Wag kana sumama sakin di mo ko deserve
How you expect me to love you I can't even love me first?
I still got shit to fix for me
I don't consider myself free
Girl I ain't worth it

Pasensya kana kung palagi nalang ako nababalisa
Kahit na andyan ka palagi
Sa likuran ko't nakahanda kung sakali na magiba
Ko ang sarili ko
Napagdamutan ba kita ng pagmamahal?
Lam kong di nararapat sayo to maghanap ka na ng iba
Oh maganda naman na ang mga napag daanan natin
Kaso wasak pa ang sarili ko

Balisa

I know I'm the reason
Why we didn't work out
I'm too intense, like an idiot
Even when I shouldn't, I always get nervous
I'm confused, I'm having a hard time understanding
What's going on in my head
I don't like this either, if I could
I wouldn't hesitate to stop
But I have too many enemies inside me, and I'm getting colder
That my feelings, you know I want to go back
To myself, I've been lost for so long, and you can't help me
Oh, you can't help me, so

I'm sorry if I always get anxious
Even though you're always there
Behind me, ready in case
My own self
Have I forgotten to love you?
I know it's not fair to you, go find someone else
Oh, our experiences have been great
But I'm still broken

I'd rather you get angry with me
Than hear that you're lost too
Just plant some resentment and look in the mirror
If it hurts, treat it, take a blanket if it's cold
If you're still looking at me, don't give up
Don't look back at me, I promise I'll let you down
You can't lean on me, even I need help
Don't come with me anymore, you don't deserve me
How you expect me to love you I can't even love me first?
I still got shit to fix for me
I don't consider myself free
Girl I ain't worth it

I'm sorry if I always get anxious
Even though you're always there
Behind me, ready in case
My own self
Have I forgotten to love you?
I know it's not fair to you, go find someone else
Oh, our experiences have been great
But I'm still broken