Paroles et traduction Izumi Makura - P.S.

P.S.

いつまでだって苛立ってられるよな最悪な日
癖みたいにコンビニ 小銭入れ鳴らし
雨上がり いつもの道
まだ濡れたまま
水溜りに輪っか 落ちる粒
君が笑ったあの日のこと
街路樹の色変わる頃
いつの間に閉まった駄菓子屋
伸びっぱなしの前髪や
くぐる歩道橋の影は
ひかりを分からなくするだけ
このまま自転車飛ばして部屋に着いたら
上がった息のまま 君に手紙を書くよ

君が居ること
そのものが私には希望
説明できないのに
ひとつももどかしくないの

悔しいことなら沢山
平気じゃない自分にがっかりしたり
散々当り散らしたらまたダサくなるひとつ
人間なんてすげー弱いから
分かってる ほっとけば退化
だけど変わるなら進化じゃなきゃ嫌だから私はやるよ
だってさ 言葉にしてもキリがない
そんなのウソと思わない？

あくびの先に涙が出たら
ゆるそう、そのまま泣いちゃうことも
いつもこうじゃないって分かってる
それも一つの強さだろう

君が居ること
そのものが私には希望
理由なんてないのに
一度も疑うことないの

あっけなくほどけた
躊躇った時間も走ればよかった
あの頃まだ君に出会うなんて知らなかったから
いつももがいていた もがいていたよ
君になら笑われてもいいから
今話すけど

君が居ること
そのものが私には希望
説明できないのに
ひとつももどかしくないの

P.S.

I can still get irritated all the time on the worst of days.
As if it's a habit, I rattle coins in the convenience store.
After the rain, on the same old road,
It's still wet.
Raindrops form circles in the puddle
I recall the day you smiled.
Around the time the street trees change color.
When did the candy shop close down?
My bangs are still too long,
and the shadow of the footbridge I pass through
only obfuscates the light.
If I just ride my bike home like this.
And write a letter to you while I'm still breathing hard,

Your existence,
in and of itself, gives me hope.
I can't explain it,
but I'm not impatient at all.

There are many things that make me mad,
and I'm disappointed in myself when I can't handle it.
After spewing out all this nonsense, I'd become even more pathetic,
because humans are incredibly weak,
I know that if I leave it alone, I'll regress.
However, if I change, it has to be for the better, so I'll do it.
After all, even if I put it into words, it won't end,
Don't you think that's a lie?

When tears come to my eyes before I can yawn,
It might not be a bad idea to just cry.
I know I'm not always like this,
and that's a strength in its own way.

Your existence,
in and of itself, gives me hope.
Even though there's no reason,
I never once doubted it.

It was easily undone.
Even the time I hesitated, I should have just run.
Back then, I didn't know that I would meet you,
I was always struggling, and struggling.
I don't mind if you laugh at me.
I'm going to tell you now,

Your existence,
in and of itself, gives me hope.
I can't explain it,
but I'm not impatient at all.