Paroles et traduction Javier Katerman - Duelo Con la Soledad

Duelo Con la Soledad

Es otra noche en la carcel de mi cerebro
Una lagrima que grita en el oido nada valgo
Sera porque este juego me lo tomo tan enserio
No me siento vivo ni con todo lo que hago
Y si me apago a cuantos brindare desvelo
O sera la soledad quien extrañe mi consuelo
Un velero naugragado derribado por el viento
Una sonrisa que resalta a pesar del gris del cielo

Pero no hoy no quiero fingir mas
Mi alma codiciada solo quiere tener paz
Dejame llorar o lo que sea
Que es la unica manera de acabar esta odisea

Madre perdoname
Amor mio tu perdoname
No es culpa de ustedes
Todo va a estar bien

Con lo poco que me quede
No sere ningun estorbo
Lo juro aunque me sienta derrotado
Coy a seguir batallando
Hasta cumplir lo que he soñado
Es duro no encontrarle un sentido a nada
Y lo bello que tuviste sea una triste encrucijada

Y los recuerdos no son mas que puñaladas
Que te dejan obseoleto y con la consciencia manchada
Un silencio te recuerda que vales mas que nada
Con suspiros de tormento que conforman esta balada

Llorar por no sufrir
Reir por no llorar
Hoy tienes que morir
Fuera de mi soledad

No me vas a matar
Soy mas fuerte que tu
Hoy tengo un duelo al fin
Con esta soledad

Si todo lo que he perdido
Ha sido por mi descuido
He aprendido a ser mas fuerte
Con todo lo que he vivido

Las traiciones me han marcado
Me han vuelto mas decidido
Dejame ser feliz
Es lo unico que pido

Nadie sabe lo que en la espalda llevamos
Nadie entiende aunque se pongan tus zapatos
Sigo creyendo que caminas a mi lado
Quiero sentirte Dios porque me siento desolado

Dicen que para olvidar primero debes superar
No se puede superar sin perdonar
Perdonar a esa persona en el espejo
Y superar todos los retos que te imponga tu reflejo

Si fuera una pelicula estaria en pausa
Una escena donde halla sido feliz
Al mirar una herida siempre recuerdas la causa
Por eso no es posible olvidar la cicatriz

Llorar por no sufrir
Reir por no llorar
Hoy tienes que morir
Fuera de mi soledad

Duel With Loneliness

It's another night in the prison of my brain
A tear that screams in my ear, I'm worth nothing
Is it because I take this game so seriously?
I don't feel alive even with everything I do
And if I fade, to how many will I offer unveiling?
Or will it be loneliness that misses my comfort?
A wrecked sailboat knocked down by the wind
A smile that stands out despite the gray sky

But not today, I don't want to pretend anymore
My coveted soul just wants to have peace
Let me cry or whatever
That's the only way to end this odyssey

Mother, forgive me
My love, forgive me
It's not your fault
Everything will be alright

With the little I have left
I will not be a burden
I swear, even if I feel defeated
I will continue to fight
Until I achieve what I've dreamed of
It's hard to find no meaning in anything
And the beauty you had becomes a sad crossroads

And the memories are nothing more than stab wounds
That leave you obsolete and with a stained conscience
A silence reminds you that you are worth more than anything
With sighs of torment that make up this ballad

Cry not to suffer
Laugh not to cry
Today you have to die
Outside my loneliness

You will not kill me
I am stronger than you
Today I finally have a duel
With this loneliness

If everything I have lost
Has been due to my carelessness
I have learned to be stronger
With everything I have lived

Betrayals have marked me
They have made me more determined
Let me be happy
It's the only thing I ask

Nobody knows what we carry on our backs
Nobody understands even if they put on your shoes
I still believe you walk by my side
I want to feel you, God, because I feel desolate

They say that to forget you must first overcome
You can't overcome without forgiving
Forgive that person in the mirror
And overcome all the challenges that your reflection imposes on you

If it were a movie it would be paused
A scene where I was happy
When you look at a wound you always remember the cause
That's why it's not possible to forget the scar

Cry not to suffer
Laugh not to cry
Today you have to die
Outside my loneliness