When I wake up in the evening, I just space out and first of all, get on the Internet, ignoring my phone and e-mails, and quickly click around and "Like!" things
そうして時間潰して、そのまま夜までじっとして
I kill time like that and keep zoning out until night
結構マジで度を越してるけどそんなの今更気にもしねえ
Seriously, I've gone too far, but I don't even care anymore
忘れてた。今日は何曜日?
I forgot. What day of the week is it?
大事な用事があんのに
I have an important appointment,
だけれどぶっ飛びすぎててそんな風な救えない状況も楽しい廃人
But I'm so out of it that even a hopeless situation like this is fun
最近感情が無いしタイピングしかしてない
Lately, I have no feelings and do nothing but type
「ごめんよ」
I'm sorry
「俺はやっぱりネットやりすぎてる せいかは知らないけれど、」
I'm really bad at the Internet, or maybe because of it, I don't know, but
「あの、えっと、言葉が出て来ないからさ。」
Um, uh, words aren't coming out, so
「キーボードで打ってもいいかな?」
Can I type it on the keyboard?
「俺もうダメかもしれない」なんて言えない
I can't say "I might be no good anymore"
Wake up in 夕方ももう終わる頃、そろそろと動く まるで虫のよう
Wake up in the evening when the day's almost over, slowly moving about, just like a bug
そのモニター越しに 言葉と他の意味 柔らかい指先とか記号のみ どっぷり浸かってるCloudの海
Words and other meanings through that computer monitor, only soft fingertips and symbols, deeply immersed in the Cloud's sea
Wake up in 夕方ももう終わる頃、そろそろと動く まるで虫のよう
Wake up in the evening when the day's almost over, slowly moving about, just like a bug